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MachineRaven
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[2009-02-17 18:41:01 +0000 UTC]
"drawin' chill dudes"
(Germany)
# Statistics
Favourites: 3462; Deviations: 284; Watchers: 1496
Watching: 409; Pageviews: 76035; Comments Made: 2478; Friends: 409
# Social Links
https://www.instagram.com/machineraven/https://www.twitch.tv/ekkrow
# Comments
Comments: 765
adlkskfja
-runs in circles and get wrapings- noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
nurse raven is on the way OTL -trips and flops onto you-
;; hey <3
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No problem I hope you had a super good day
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Didn't I just say stop ageing. Happy bday
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hahaha its ok xD thank you <3
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Daww you're two minutes away from being able to *insert illicit activity here*
Happy barely pre-emptive birthday!
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omfg what xDDDD
hahah thank you drex ;v;'
though i don't even understand half of this asldkjklfj OTL
-rolls away-
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SAWBS PERFECT TIMING HNG -clings-
<333
thank you QvQ you were the very first
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sobs you are a little early but this made me smile in the morning ;; thank you dear -clings-
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Sorry, also you have very nice art ^^
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very sweet....
i am just doubting more and more it will work cause the problem of this will never leave and you keep it around you unlike you said you would let go
i knew you care too much
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glad you like it.
it can work...but only if you show me you want it to.
and you're right.
I do care too much.
But I also care too much for you according to a lot of people -
I just wish you would see how it really is, Raven...
this veil over your eyes is not going to help us at all - this new issue or not we had problems before...
other friends / games / characters - we always had fights over something. We always hurt over something. IT is human.
You still have a lot of people that have hurt me a lot that you cling to and still talk to ... but I have gotten over it.
Even for what it's worth..if you choose our distance over everything we've been through and had...I cannot say I mean much to you at all.
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the friends i have around e and that certain person are a whole different deal
as long as that one remains i will be gone
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they may be different people but they are the same situation for me as smith was to you.
as the same it is for her as well.
It's the exact same.
But yet I am still here because I valued what we had between us more than the fact that you would never leave those people.
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korey is a whole different deal, smith did never break us beyond repair or anything
i just don't want them anywhere near not even through you sorry
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the situation is the same
you kept people I didn't care for and didn't get along with - along with those who hurt me and bullied me
I stayed for you but you can't do the same for me?
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korey is the same as nyan just worse
am i still with nyan? no
but if you like i can change that and go back to be good friends with her she apologized to me too you know
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I wish you would stop trying to backstab and see that you are being really unfair right now.
The problems you have with korey you are taking out on me.
I already felt like I had little to no value to you anymore, and this is just making it worse.
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you know i told you all this time that i cannot be around you knowing that you hang with that person and are great buddies or something
i don't even know what yu say with people i am still friends with that hurt you cause actually, i have abut zero friends and the one i still talk with you get along
i don't get how you try to say this is the same as for you, well would you like me to be on best terms with joni making each other gifts and talk a lot?
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Raven how about for fucking once you just tell me what you want from me.
You are dancing around in circles beating around the bush.
You said you feel little to nothing for me anymore, you know what you did recently and I GUESS you feel bad for it, I'm not sure.
Right now you are making the worst mistake by just up and leaving and I'm giving you a chance to stay.
I told you you don't have to interact with them, talk to them or anything.
Yo know I do a million things more with you than with anyone else.
I reassured you I am not in love with this person - we are friends and not best friends
You assume WAY too much and ask too little - and it ends up hurting me and makes drama
And don't give me that. I know for a fact you have a lot of friends...you even call people you barely know your friends.
And honestly? You do what you want anyway Raven - whether that is backstab me or block me or unwatch me over the littlest things.
You're STILL around Joni when you go out of town and do other things and it's just something I deal with.
I'm tired of you running away and having to come after you - today is the day I will cease doing that.
I am tired.
So if our friendship means anything to you, you will talk to me and get over yourself.
If I got rid of Korey it would not solve the problems we have.
Just like when you go out of town and Joni is there, I have to not only deal with it, but I have to understand that I trust you.
And I do trust you around other people, Raven.
You don't have to like korey - and I will not put you in a situation where both of you are there at the same time...unlike you tried to do with me and nyan even though she bullied me.
I cannot BELIEVE how this does not bother you - the fact that you are taking steps to take your anger from korey out at me and shoving me away.
At this rate you will be without me - and I'm starting to wonder if that is what you want...
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i wish for you to rid of her but it will never happen so this with us is not workign out
and saying the hings about joni and nyan i am not backastbbing you, but it would be doign what you do to me right now
just be with korey then and i will be gone and try to find someone or something
i probably won't
i knew it would end up like this, from someone you only need for your bad times, to talking mroe and more, it all getting frequent, makign gifts, ebign happy and there goes the circle again
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why do you say it like it will never happen
if dropping her is what you think will solve our problems then I will do it
but that means the moment I drop her that our problems will cease to exist, yes?
It will solve everything? or will it just solve the fact you got jealous over someone who I did nothing with to make you feel that way.
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i am not jealous i am fucking hurt knowing she is still there
it would solve a lot for me and make it easier to slowly take my steps back to you and trust you
then we would just need to fix your skype..
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how in the hell did you ever get over the fact I am living with Zach if she hurt you so bad
you know what he has done is a million times worse? he emotionally and physically abused me - he even still does it as of LAST NIGHT.
He is someone who will never change - but someone I have to deal with
the only thing was you never really grew to know him or how he existed - whereas you could kind of see it with korey
I don't know. I will talk to Korey and say goodbye.
I just don't understand how you can deal with Zach. He badmouths us all the time and makes gay jokes you know? I don't even tell you half the stuff he still tries to do with me because it would stress you out....but I cannot go back home I am not allowed to move back in.
I dunno how to fix my skype - it says it won't connect. I uninstalled/reistalled many times
wiped the thing from my drive completely
it is bunk ass broke
everything on my computer is breaking and it is even hard to message you on here without the whole thing freezing.
I tried to get on tera to see if you were even there but you weren't.
I think my computer is just giving out at this rate...even my tablet is ceasing to work properly and I have to shut down multiple times to fix it.
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i don't know zach much no and he is bad to you i notice that
just korey is being a sweet ass at first and then actually manipulative
you let them do it already twice and you would be willing for the third time of getting broken by them? i remember last time you said it was over and that you acceped korey back just broke all my trust in you
and i am still doubtful with zach yes but i have enough trust in you or actually try it
and i hope you are for real this time and not liek with smith cause then i am honestly real deal gone and out of your reach
i wish your computer was better and no iw as out until just whe i messaged you back
i wonder why your skype is no longer working
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korey and I aren't as close as smith and I are
she hasn't been here for a LONG TIME
and has not helped me through much than what is recent
she even told me that she is fine with us not being friends anymore several times when she knew you didn't like it
honestly she just wanted to know I read the note and accepted her apology
we didn't even have to be friends
that was my choice to try - and I can end it
as for my computer I doubt there is anything I can do to fix it
and I don't have the funds to be able to do much either -
I suspect by the end of the month my computer will be gone.
I'm going to wipe my harddrive and put everything on an external and see if that doesn't fix the skype issue
it's the last idea I have before giving up.
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