DeathViaVanity In reply to CsCsill [2007-05-04 14:06:34 +0000 UTC]

haha thanks for the hello. Hello right back at you

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-04-28 08:39:35 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it's Shelly
Go to 'edit profile,' and there should be a scroll-box that says 'comment signature.'
I hope that was helpful.

xoxo

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-04-29 22:37:57 +0000 UTC]

Lol thanks. I feel rather stupid asking now

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-04-30 14:00:34 +0000 UTC]

Anytime
Nah, 'twas a reasonable question to inquire.

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-04-24 10:51:30 +0000 UTC]

Hi
It has been quite a while since i've logged onto deviantart; been preoccupied with the littlest of trifles and whatnot. hm, such is life. haha I'm quite flattered that you find my mind to be fascinating. It's nice that we share the same profound interest in human behavior and psychology. Once inspiration sets in I'll write a few pieces. Until then I will just relax and continue on with such a monotonous existence. well...I'll break out of this routine soon.

Enough about me, how have YOU been? ; D

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-04-26 18:21:55 +0000 UTC]

ha ha... I've been good, just slacking a bit in school - last year. So I better start working sometime soon. What's your occupation? I abstained from writing poetry for a few motnhs too... I think we all do at some stage. A monotonus existence isn't such a bad thing, most people's lives are monotonous. Quite sad really. I'm looking forward to seeing some quality writing from you. Don't disappoint me

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-04-28 08:59:52 +0000 UTC]

hehe It's quite flattering that you're looking forward to my writing I'm an alternative model. College will start in May, which I'm looking forward to. How about you?...what's your occupation?

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-04-29 22:35:33 +0000 UTC]

What'll you be studying? I'm only in my last year of school. university next year. College is university right? ha ha didn't you say "modesty is pride in disguise"? Just joking ('',)

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-04-30 13:57:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes, a university. I will be studying literature/composition and writing, while majoring in psychology

Hahaha I'm staying true to that quote of mine.
How about you? What will you be studying?

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-04-30 19:39:01 +0000 UTC]

I'll probably study accounting or engineering... I'd rather study something else but I, unfortunately, would like to be rich. It's quite sad really, but I do. But I have reasons for being money-orientated. I'll see in the future whether it was the correct choice or not. dAmn cost of living has gone up, yet again, here. It's going to eventually be too expensive to continue. What music are you into? And what type of person are you, if you don't mind me asking? Sorry, I'm kinda inquisitive (",)

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-05-01 16:59:22 +0000 UTC]

Oh I understand what you mean by that. I'm the same way as well. It isn't necessarily a bad thing. Though, it is quite sad that society values money above all else. Hopefully I'll be successful...and most importantly, happy. haha. The cost of living has gone up here as well; especially considering how the gas prices are ridiculously high in California haha.
Glad that you're inquisitive and take interest in what I'm all about I'm interested in knowing more about you as well.
I'd so die without music! It's the most beautiful expression. As a matter of fact I'm listening to music at the moment, nearly 24/7; helps to pass the time. I'm into music that's heartfelt with much emotion and meaning. Lyrics are also important. My itunes mostly consists of alternative, rock, classic rock, metal, and such. Though, I'm into pretty much anything.
"Oh I swear I'd sleep forever if you never left my dreams,
so while the world passes by, I'll live in the frames,
in the picture stills of her memories."--That hits a soft spot in my heart. It's called "the Wanderer" by Odd Project; and those are the entire lyrics to the song. Despite how it's only one sentence long, it has so much emotion; absolutely beautiful. The only thing is that it reminds me of how I used to feel towards someone in particular; therefore, I've been refraining from listening to it because it's able to bring me to tears, sadly.
Well, I'd say that I'm a caring person whom isn't judgmental; I've been told that I'm too nice for my own good. I've gone through different experiences. I haven't exactly lived life, in a sense; and feel as if I'm in search of something that I'll never find. Not to mention how much of a helpless romantic I am. It's something that I'm absolutely guilty of, and is also where I get inspiration from.
Enough about me, haha.
Tell me a about yourself

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-05-02 19:25:57 +0000 UTC]

Lol you're SO cool. I wish I knew you in reality. Doubt a person like you exists down here. Yes, happiness is the most important thing in life. I can't help thinking I'll end up with a normal wife, for the sheer reason that extraordinary people are in short supply. That's a really beautiful line. Music is a huge part of my life too... I'm pretty sure most people have cried because of it . The sound and lyrics of songs really make my heart wobble and jump like an electrified jellyfish (lol what a random simile). You'll definitely find what you're looking for. I think I'd be the happiest person alive and that I'd want nothing else if I could find the perfect partner, though I wonder about the chances of me finding her. I most definitely have not lived my life this far and I regret it, though I don't think I could've avoided the circumstances which destroyed my high-school career which I think should've been way more fun. I guess we're all searching for something, a gem in a sense and I'm pretty sure it's true happiness, though it comes in different forms for different people. I adore helpless romantics (",) they're so passionate. I have yet to categorise myself. Ummm my personality. I'm quite a difficult person if you know me well. I tend to argue too much, or perhaps others argue too little. I search for the truth - always. That is one of the most important things to me, truth. Well although I'm difficult, I still think I'm a better person than most, though it doesn't seem so because they hide behind facades. Hmm I think I am a very judgemental person, though not in the sense that I'm prejudiced. I just judge people based on what they are and that decides whether I'm willing to tolerate them or not. I put up with a lot of shit because I've grown up that way. I'm quite critical, arrogant at times, and other negative things but I'm maturing to control my bad elements. My positive traits... I am a person of integrity, honour and honesty... Intelligent perhaps :-D... curious with a mind that considers all possibilities it can... I'm kinda sensitive, witty sometimes, good sense of humour... wow I think I'll stop there for now. I rarely talk about myself to someone this much. Your turn take care

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-05-04 13:31:31 +0000 UTC]

Aawwwww You’re so sweet and awesome, Jaron. That made me smile
It means a great deal that you think so highly of me. I doubt that someone as amazing as you exists here as well. I understand what you mean about extraordinary people being in short supply. I also believe that I’ll end up in a dull relationship that isn’t quite fulfilling because of so; seems as if I’m doomed, though I try to not think about it. Love is supposed to make life more beautiful. Life is like roses and daisies for those who have it; for those who want it deeply with passion, like me, can feel empty. Hopefully I’ll be able to find that one person who will open up my heart. Until then, I’m focused on improving upon myself. I want to strive to my full potential. That simile you used was so CUTE and very original hehe. I can relate to you on the circumstances that contrived with your high school career. A similar instance occurred with me. There are times when I regret the choices I made; though, sometimes it’s due to how fate is inevitable. “I don’t believe in regret” was what he once told me, which made sense in my mind. We act upon intuition. I used to always regret, I even regret having fallen for him, but maybe it was meant to happen that way? Those were the only inspiring words that ever came from him. You stimulate my mind, and inspire me to think in deeper terms. He doesn’t even know the difference between “your” and “you’re”! It seems as if I talk too much about him, sadly.
Yes, it’s very true that people hind behind facades, which is the case for most that I have encountered. Now I know that I shouldn’t expect much from others. I’m more afraid than ever of becoming attached to anything, even the inanimate. My father used to always tell me to not get too attached. He has a logical reason to have said so.

I admire your erudition and deep-set thoughts, and enjoy speaking with you. I love learning about you

xoxo

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-05-04 19:58:21 +0000 UTC]

Nah, unless you get attached, you'll never fully give of yourself to a person, though I understand the sense in not getting attached. You think too much of me. People will never be able to fulfill their potential because their potential is always greater than what they are. Geez what is it with girls and going "CUTE!!"? And I'm victimised by it often. Yeah, but my situation was not my choice and I knew that it was the beginning of a hard time, though I couldn't avoid it. Those are quite inspiring words... he sounds like a cowboy :-D. You know, the impulsive don't-give-a-shit type person who drives off into the distance with the wind blowing in his hair. Lol. Sadly, many people don't know the difference between "your" and "you're". Forgot to put this in, line from an anime. "There is no such thing as coincidence, only inevitability." Yeah and those who don't hide behind facades are persecuted. I think our personalities are similar, our predominant ones. But I have two or three personalities so the others come out to suit the occasion. I'm quite a diverse and adaptable person. Ha ha I'm pretty sure you're a lot more interesting, but you seem to be avoiding talking about your personality. Love is only good if you find a correct person to share it with, otherwise it's one of the most destructive emotions. My aren't we pessimists. Or are we realists? Realistically the chances of intellectuals finding a perfect partner are incredibly slim. Would've been great to have been born dumb and ignorant so that we wouldn't have to think about such deep, stimulating things. Imagine, the most the stimulating phrase would be something like "mind over matter". Anyway, I'm going to refuse to talk much until you reveal what lies beyond your exterior. Aye?

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-05-24 13:03:27 +0000 UTC]

Wow, you blow me away, and that's a good thing haha. My mind has been...quite dead lately, I admit. As a matter of fact I can be stupid at times You have around three personalities? MPD? He has Multiple Personality Disorder. Even though I don't, there's another side to me. If you were to speak to me by messenger then you'd know what I mean haha. Would you rather me start with my good traits or bad? haha kidding. I really don't know what to say about myself at the moment. Let's just say that my life is somewhat of a soap opera. I often wonder if it's by my own-doing.

xoxo

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-05-24 15:41:41 +0000 UTC]

Everything is inevitable, so there's no use worrying . We can all be stupid sometimes, we ARE human, I think (",). Well your life is separate from your personality. Just like... What're your likes and dislikes, your dreams etc. just be free and open, I won't judge you. Don't be self-conscious about what you say, just say what you feel and think. Have you applied to get your stuff published? If not, you should. Forgive me if I repeat myself, I'm quite absent-minded. I look forward to hearing from you soon, take care

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-05-25 10:40:50 +0000 UTC]

I loathe myspace with a passion and would never create such a page. That ridiculous site has no substance. People often abuse it. haha that's all I can think of at the moment. *thinks harder* I'm not emotional, I just feel with intensity. I've been told that I'm too nice for my own good, and believe it to be true. There was a point in life when I promised myself that I would never let anyone destroy me by love. Though, it was bound to happen. Now I know why the symbol of a heart is often associated with love. I've actually felt an ache in my heart. It's painful beyond belief. A friend of mine once told me, "You have to be the shining example to the world of how you deserve to be loved." He was right. Those words inspired me to search for a sense of self through contentment. I am worthy of being loved and respected. He told me that I should just "do it" as in living in happiness from that moment on. "How do I go about doing that?" I asked, he then answered with "'How' isn't a word. Just do it." It was quite brusque but made all the sense in my mind.
Don't worry, you're not repetative. I've never applied to get my writing published. It's a possibility that I will in the future

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-05-25 17:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha I've never been to myspace. My friends use facebook too. I also fell with intensity, that's what I think finding your 'soul mate' (I hate the term) would be like, the most intense passion - so intense that it'd threaten to destroy you. Yes, of course the heart is associated with love because of that, but I think your heart can be activated by all different emotions

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DeathViaVanity In reply to Jaron-David [2007-05-30 12:48:50 +0000 UTC]

Someone once told me "there are different kinds of love," which is very well of truth. He's now one whom I hate with a passion. I've never talked about him on here though.

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Jaron-David In reply to DeathViaVanity [2007-05-30 14:21:38 +0000 UTC]

Who's he? Well of course, depending on your definition of love. Some types of 'love' are infatuation or convenience. I wonder if they fall under the banner, love. I think for some reason that somebody can love somebody else out of pure infatuation, though it's rather shallow.

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DeathViaVanity In reply to andrewlopes [2006-12-14 07:31:04 +0000 UTC]

thanks! your meritorious remark means a great deal to me

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