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Nioxi
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[2012-04-18 23:34:01 +0000 UTC]
"Cows of +1 Sodium"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 252; Deviations: 70; Watchers: 13
Watching: 24; Pageviews: 14585; Comments Made: 2681; Friends: 24
# About me
I write stuff. I'd like to draw stuff too.
# Comments
Comments: 236
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Oy, Nioxi. I was wondering if you and I alone can talk?
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If you want to speak privately, do it through notes.
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You're a bit late. Nearly an hour. I probably should've mention I go by Eastern time now since I'm in Georgia.
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Fair enough. I was going to schedule a chat in my group's chat room, but notes will do.
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chat.deviantart.com/chat/TwinSβ¦Β Here's the link, use it to go to the chatroom.
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I said notes. As in send me a note. I'll respond to them when I can. I didn't see any of these until now because I don't check dA that often unless I think something is coming.
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Oh. I thought we agreed to chatroom chat... But ok, I'll send a note.
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How about 7 this evening? I'm eating dinner now, otherwise we start sooner.
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Um. . . hello? I'm fine. I don't think the two of us have ever communicated before now.
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lol Well I helped make your app.Β
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That is true. Is this about the group?
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>.O Yeah. reminding you about the activity check if you're still interested in sticking around.Β
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Um. . . look, I'm going to be 100% honest with you. I joined because Oakfur really wanted me to. There are so many people in this group, it's overwhelming. That, and I've played maybe 2 Final Fantasy games in my entire life. I really had no business joining in the first place. If you want, I'll take down the app, considering I only had it for the group, and it isn't my work.
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Well, it'd be a real shame if we didn't get to know you. I know there's many people here and you've played 2 FFs. That doesn't mean you can't have fun. 
Now let me ask you, Would you like to stay? No pressure~
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I don't know. I have no idea what I'm doing and I've already let someone down in the group.
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It's not difficult. There's always a helping hand here. No matter who it is.Β
I know you're a writer.
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Alright, I'll get back to you within 24 hours.
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meh I'm okay. Been wanting to upload more drawings but my Scanner sucks.Β
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I know that feeling. I used to draw all the time, but my scanner sucked so much I couldn't post it. That's kind of why I write.
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ah, I edit the textures of 3D models and then take pictures of themΒ
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gonna reply to your latest comment in a Note, this is a very personal subject for me
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I'd like to earn your respect back if you let me. Look, I don't care what anyone thinks about me, but the fact that you claimed to have felt an impact from my fanfiction is really cool and something that I really do appreciate knowing. Β So I'd LIKE to not lose you and stuff. Hell the fact that you commented my post shocked me cause I thought you didn't care to the point I expected to NEVER see you comment again. So to know that you do apparently care is nice. I would like to make it up to you some how.Β
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I'm glad to see this, I really am. This alone earns back a lot. I'm going to try to comment more on your stuff. I hope we can put this whole thing behind us.
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O.o really? cool cause I want you to not see some false image of me. I don't fake who I am on the internet so I don't want you to see some misinterpreted version of me. Ever feel like no one cares about you? that you should stop drawing cause no one even cares about it? that's how I've been feeling, and that's what I was trying to say with my journal entry. That I feel empty and unmotivated. Comments, having people compliment/ critque my art is what keeps me going, to know some one at least saw a drawing I made and liked it, that it MEANT SOMETHING is important to me. So to see it go away after almost 2 years now, makes me worry. That's all I was trying to say
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You see, from my end, the longer you watch a person, the less you comment, because I feel like once I've done it a few times, I don't need to tell you how I feel about it to let you know. I realize how that seems on your end, like people just stopped caring, but that's probably not it. Humans are odd creatures, and keeping faith that they mean well is a practice in Buddhist-like patience. As for feeling like no one cares about me, well. That's what your stuff has helped me with. I used to always feel so alone, but the World Begins with You showed me a lot about being alone, and how in reality, you never really are. Because just because you can't see your friends, doesn't mean they don't care. I was borderline suicidal, but you and my friends kept me going. So in other words, I'm sorry. I overreacted, and I shouldn't have.
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Ok, I fixed the age and the Orientation. Anything else I should fix?
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