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Personalias
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[2009-07-06 05:07:01 +0000 UTC]
(United States)
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Watching: 152; Pageviews: 398326; Comments Made: 1484; Friends: 152
# About me
I've been a closet AB/DL my entire life. My parents and close older family members probably suspect from when I was too young and dumb to know to hide my fascination. Then again, it probably got written off as "a phase", as soon as I got older and started not talking about it.
My friends may suspect, but if they do, they're kind enough not to say anything about it. The weird thing is, I have some friends that are open fetishists of different sorts; mostly furs. So yeah, I'm a bit of a coward. Even my name is a reference to that.
I'm not using anything even close to my real name, and anything with "Diaper" or "Baby" in the name was just too cliche. I'm so much more than just my fetish. We all are.
I'm just so paranoid that I'm going to be branded by it. So do I use a persona and change up my writing style and tone to further disguise myself? Live the internet dream by pretending to be someone much cooler than I am?
Or maybe just a simple Alias? Be myself with the exception of my name?
Persona+Alias= personalias
I'm actually scared some of my friends will find this page, and find enough clues to figure out it's me. I console myself with the question: "What the heck were my friends doing looking at AB/DL stories and pics anyways?"
My wonderful wife is the only person in my life who officially knows my secret. It was she who encouraged me to take some of my ideas, write them down and post them online for others to see.
The thing is...now that it's happening. Now that I'm becoming part of the online community. I can't help but wonder why I didn't join sooner.
Thanks for reading this. It was really cathartic.
# Comments
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Merry Christmas!
Gwen bows: βthank you for your help in including me in Pieceofsoapβs game.β
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Merry Christmas to you as well!Β Thank you for supporting and being a part of (in a very literal sense) Perpetual Change.
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Glad you're back, curious if commissions are open?
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Not at the moment.Β I don't have it in me.
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No problem, just glad to see you're back. Always enjoyed your stories, wonderful writing. Best wishes.
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Thanks.Β If I ever open up commissions again.Β I'll post it up here.Β I'm just exhausted right now.Β I just finished the story Better Late Than Never.Β And all of these "new" stories you're seeing is a backlog from Cushypen.Β Β
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Sounds good, I understand for sure. And that makes sense, I wasn't sure if they were older.Β
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Hey personalias I know this might be a tumultuous time for you but I have to ask do you plan on posting any New stories or updating old ones sorry if this is a bad time for you
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Your stories have brought me so many fun read over the years. I sure damn hope life has turned back to kindler time for you since your last status, Personalias. Get well!
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There just needs to be three of you probablyΒ
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Cool. By the way I'd totally subscribe to your patreon page if u chose to do one.
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Sorry if its rude to ask but I was just wondering if u were going to post any more Better Late Than Never chapters. I was really digging it. Either way thanks for all the awesome stories.
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Better Late than never is a WIP commission.Β So yes, there will be more.
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Pitch for a story: "an offshoot of the Church of Satan that worship Lucy and her associates are working on a plan to turn Earth into a new Limbo where humanity are sent into an eternity of babyhood. The story is set on a high schooler/college campuses/small town that the Cult has quarantined as a test site where they poison the water with liquid re-lease."
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It's an interesting idea, I'll grant, but when pitched that way, I don't know if I'd want to do it.
Couple of reasons:
1. I'm a Christian, but I don't want to purposefully slander another religion.Β To my understanding, the Church of Satan are mostly aethiests (sp?).Β They "worship" Satan not as the devil from the Judeo-Christian and Islamic faiths, but as a symbol of rebellion against absolute authority.Β Ironically enough, you'd be hard pressed to find a Satanist that actually believes in and worships demons.Β While I do include angels, demons, devil, devils etc. in a VERY, VERY loose interpretation of Biblical Theology, I'm okay with that because it's dealing with stuff that happens after we die, and I'm far from the first author of any kind to suggest "What if the afterlife isn't what we think it is?"Β I'm not outlining or claiming to represent an actual belief system here on Earth.
2. The shared universe of Dante's Infanzia, Addiction, College or Cribs and even The Bagman, is more about personal journeys and decisions than large scale regression; of knowing when to take responsibility for yourself as opposed to shifting blame and going further down the spiral. Dante succeeded in his journey.Β Damien didn't.Β And I haven't finished Johnny's and Chris's tales.Β Large scale "Cult of Lucy" stuff could be fun, but it's not in keeping with that universe.
3. Speaking of that universe, I miss it, but I don't have the time to revisit it.Β I'm saving up money for a big trip, and that means more commissions, less requests, and I NEED to finish Bagman and College or Cribs BEFORE I revisit it.Β I JUST HAVE TO.Β As of now, I've got Cushypen deadlines, commissions, a video game, and a collaboration filling up my plate.Β There is no time right now.
All of that being laid out though.Β I've seen some of your fan-fiction in the Dante-verse, and some of your own ABDL afterlife stuff, and some of your "spreading regression" type stuff.Β I think you've got skill, especially when it comes to writing in other character's voices.Β
A little over a year ago, someone posted a "fan-sequel" to Dante's Infanzia.Β They didn't ask me if they could.Β They didn't tell me about it.Β Someone had to tell on them for me to know.Β I was pissed off.Β Then they played the victim when I asked their work be taken down.Β I'm not a bigshot.Β I don't make a lot of money doing this; if I'm lucky my writing sometimes pays for new stuff involving my (ahem) hobbies.
I'm not famous.Β These stories are my toys and I always think it's polite to ask about playing with other people's toys.Β Β
YOU however, have done everything right.Β You did fan-fiction of my setting, but you left my main characters alone.Β (Judy doesn't count.Β They are like a dime-a-dozen.)Β It's like with the Diaper Dimension Stories.Β Princess Potty Pants doesn't mind the setting use, but don't touch Dr. Bremer et. al.Β I'm of the same mind.Β
So, if YOU would like to write this as a fan-fiction, I could be persuaded to give it my "blessing" for you to proceed if that sort of thing was important to you. I'd recommend you give it the Stephen King treatment; small little town with a secret and disaster just bubbling under the surface, but that'd be up to you.Β
TL;DR.Β I can't/won't do it.Β But if you want to do it as a fanfic, I'd be okay with that.
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Hi there, I really like your stories. Would be especially interested in a story like "LIfe Swap", I hear you do commissions. I might be able to do one for 75. My question is, how long do you think it'll take to write? And how can I contact you? Thanks.
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