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TheTruthIsVulnerable ♂️ [17768734] [2011-05-28 21:22:43 +0000 UTC] "Daniel James St. Irini" (United Kingdom)

# Statistics

Favourites: 6; Deviations: 9; Watchers: 4

Watching: 6; Pageviews: 2459; Comments Made: 115; Friends: 6

# About me

I am not an interesting person in the present. Some might find delight in my past. Why is it that we all follow the previous senses, instead of looking forward? Do we know someone even better, if we see their past? Do we see their pain, all that they have suffered? Maybe, it should remain hidden, instead of being shown, merely making the pain force out again, through old memories. Pain won't make you understand. You can feel bad for the ones that it has occured for, but you can never understand the pain they have been in. Never.

Coming back on the main track, I am nothing but a guy. I don't show feelings, when people ask. The only way I express myself, is on the internet, where I myself can decide to answer or not. Here, I will no longer be forced to answer the questions that will be asked. In person, I'm very silent. I once trusted people blindly, but a poet had my mind altered, leading me among different paths. I desire being among these now. I treasure it with all my heart.

As for the fact I don't like showing myself to people I have never and will never meet, I don't share pictures. I may describe myself though. I have very dark hair. The suns light reflects in it... gets pretty warm at summer, even in UK. I'm quite tan, the natural heir of genes. Green-eyed. I'm 6' tall. I weigh 190 lbs.
I love sport but dislike social competition, if it is not among the few friends I trust all the way through my beating heart.


# Comments

Comments: 41

PossumFan [2012-09-18 03:23:28 +0000 UTC]

Happy Birthday!

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nikonicoffee [2012-04-25 17:02:41 +0000 UTC]

I really like what you write, and suddenly i just wanted to give you something. I've never had any experience with dA muro before, but here. A tulip, one of my favorite flowers, even though it doesn't really resemble one.
deviantART muro drawing

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to nikonicoffee [2012-04-26 19:19:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. I admire your unique, sensitive being. Read what you desire, I would enjoy to pay you back, for it is truly a beautiful tulip.
Do not be so critical towards yourself. I do not want you to pull through such destruction of your youth. I may not be the most emotionally supporting person, but I am honest to my opinion and the expression of it.

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nikonicoffee In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2012-04-27 15:25:05 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome. You deserved anything i have given to you, so do not worry.
To be honest, i am not the most emotional nor sensitive being you may find, but reading what you wrote triggers my little emotional side while also helping me learn, so i am grateful that you had created such an art.
I am far from being a critical person, but i am honestly not very confident of myself. I tend to be such at times. But reading your replies and deviants have risen my self-confidence. And by such, i learned that you are a good person.

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estallidos [2012-01-21 21:53:14 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the favorite, you. it's appreciated.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to estallidos [2012-01-29 18:58:23 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. I appreciate your expression.

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clearwatersaphire [2011-12-28 21:31:32 +0000 UTC]

I would just like to say, the way you lay down words is really unique. In your comments, your deviantID, your current Journal, and your single Deviantation, your words take on a different color than those I have seen written here. It is obvious that you put great thought into your words. I admire you for that.

Sorry if I'm coming across as creepy, it's just that I appriciate people who take their words to a different level.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to clearwatersaphire [2011-12-30 00:34:33 +0000 UTC]

I appreciate your interest; it is thoughtful and seeking. You yourself wage a pallet of coulours, concerning your brittle words. Meaning and thought is equally great with existence; ironically opposing words when differencing your mind.

You are not coming appearing creepily at all. Attention is infectious, and I admire you dare to prove your attention towards my direction. So please, be blunt about your interest.

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goudlokje [2011-10-04 19:43:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to goudlokje [2011-10-04 19:45:57 +0000 UTC]

Why you're welcome.

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goudlokje In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-10-04 21:01:24 +0000 UTC]

and thank you for watching me!

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to goudlokje [2011-10-05 21:04:16 +0000 UTC]

Don't thank me for having interests, thank yourself for holding poetry inside your heart.

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IchiMisaMisa [2011-06-12 15:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Welcome to DA
ain't gonna upload any art? (:

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-06-12 17:34:38 +0000 UTC]

What a curious appearance. From where did you discover I am around?

As the horizon edges now, it seems that it is only in still solitude it will be read. I desire to part it, yet I cannot mend my mind to it. Bearing the thought of sharing and the joy that follows, has been decomposed by past events. I will be working on it, but I cannot vow to you that my horizon will change.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-06-12 17:46:17 +0000 UTC]

You commented on one of my friend's deviantart profile.. I just randomly check out others DA to find interesting artists.

I wondered why anyone would have a DA without uploading any art, but I guess you have your reasons

Can I ask what kind of art you perform?

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-06-13 18:53:34 +0000 UTC]

I see. You are equally confident with your curiousity as I am.

It was firstly my considerate way to find improvement in sharing art. Unfortunately, it did not develop further. I still maintain a wish that I, in some far away world, will share.

I am currently spending time on spilling black lines forming words over white, folded paper. I am none to call myself an artist yet. I must reach my grasp longer to stir the amount of passion and emotion I wish would reside in my writing. I would not call myself a poet, I would not call myself an author, yet that is what I write.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-06-20 18:12:07 +0000 UTC]

There ain't no defination of an "artist" - I believe an artist is someone who express their feelings or thoughts by words, pencils, camera wahtever.. nobody has the right to decide who are and who aren't an artist

I am sorry to hear that you do not consider yourself as an artist.. I would love to see some of your art some day.. I am indeed very curiois

You seem like an interesting person.. not one of those superficial idoits which are to be found all around. What I'm trying to say is, that all great artists are always a bit crazy, inzane or special in some kind of way - and that's not to be taking as a bad thing.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-06-24 10:58:50 +0000 UTC]

By words, you have just defined an artist. You are paradoxing yourself. Even through, I do agree with you. You have described my problem in not being an artist - I do not express the self I am.

I will try to be accommodating with sharing. Though I anything cannot promise I will. You desire to see what I work with, I believe picking the pieces of papers I ripped yesterday would be required... It is good to have someone vernaculate themselves even though not all confident with the language in letters!

Superficial idiots, you say? I attemp to never become one of those. I believe I am special, for not many write as I do. The largest percentage consider my way of writing wonky and wrong.

If I may, I will correct your few mistakes or typing errors below.
Curious, insane, not to be taken as a bad thing. Only for your own better I correct you.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-02 19:03:24 +0000 UTC]

But you do express some part of yourself when you write - even though you might not realize it yourself, some part of you will always be reflected in the things you do, no matter if we want it or not.

I'm glad to hear that you're considering sharing. I will not expect anything from you, so I won't get disappointed if nothing appears, but pleased if it's the other way around

That's good, then I will not tell you off if you ever start being superficial.
Do I in any way seem superficial? I'm curious to hear what someone who don't know me, sees me.
I'm even more curious about your art when I hear you describing your work

Thanks, please do so - English is my second language, and I'm far from fluent. I'm very grateful

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-03 13:46:10 +0000 UTC]

As my words cannot be drawn from a vending machine, I will skip right to it:

No, you are not superficial in my eyes. You seem calm and confident about others, and yet very curious about the tiny appearances that hide in the dark of a narrow alley.
You seem to not be afraid of being you and that can, in any way, not be superficial. Superficial morrons tend to aid their aching souls in the fake appearance they give away - I believe you are more or less true to yourself. I might interpret you wrong, but that is what I have discovered. I smile upon the question you ask. You want to know what others think of you, but will probably not draw it too close to your soul.

You probably did not notice, during your typing, but try rephrasing yourself, if just in your mind. Refering to this "I'm curious to hear what someone who don't know me, sees me." In general, try to consider your word of choice. Spice it up, even if you have to use time and a dictionary. It will help you vary your english and make it fluent.

Second language? I figured so. Which mother tongue do you utter in your every day?

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-04 19:07:07 +0000 UTC]

I can only be glad to hear that. And I'm surprised how well read me, very impressing. Indeed, it takes a lot for people to affect my person, yes I'm very truth to myself.

Thanks for the advice, I will remember. Though I still make lots of mistakes, I'm quite confident with my english. I scored an A in my oral examination, a B in written. But that's of course from judges who also use english as their second language.

I speak Danish. If you've ever heard of Denmark? small country.
Can I ask where you're from?

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-06 20:39:19 +0000 UTC]

Words tell me more than the actual appearance. At least I was able to read you correct.

Considering english is your second language, you seem very confident with it. Your english is well, and is above the average here. And after all, I live in the UK - there is nothing to be afraid of. I have though specialized in usage of the language, which may affect your feelings about your english. Don't let it get to you.

Well done! Congratulations upon that. Written english is a tad harder than the oral english. I suppose it is as so in danish.

Yes, I have heard of Denmark. After all, I live close and have been there once.
As I said earlier, I live in the UK - My parents are divorced, so I travel between North England and South Scotland.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-06 20:52:49 +0000 UTC]

You've been in Denmark, well I never understand why anyone would visit us. I love living here, but I do not see what's interesting for tourists.

I'm actually going to London this holiday.. unfortunately only for three days.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-07 16:11:36 +0000 UTC]

I happened to be stuck with residing family. It was a nice trip, even though it rained harder than the speed the waterdrops manage to expand and throw waves of movement through the other atoms. I quite liked your culture though. Everyone seemed to be so... joyful?

Ah, London. The city you must stay in for more than a week. Why oh why must you leave before you even came?

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-08 09:44:21 +0000 UTC]

It's raining right now as well. We love rain <3
About the joy you're talking about, I don't remember exactly when, but Denmark has the title of the happiest country in the world.. I do not believe that we are happier, I just think that since we live in a welfare society, we feel safe. I mean, it's free to take an education, it's free to go to the hospital and if we happen to go bankrupt the state will pay us money. It's like, almost not possible to live have a miserable life here.. And I guess with a society like this, nobody is going around with fear or angst. I believe we are just feeling safe, and that could be the reason that we are, as you say, joyful.

I've visited London before, at that time we stayed more than a week. But this time, me and my sister are going only to see a concert with an artist who do not visit Denmark. And we do not have the money to stay any longer unfortunately. But we are considering to watch a musical the day we arrive. The concert it the next day. But only if we can find the money.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-15 12:12:48 +0000 UTC]

Rain calms the soul. One ought to stand between the drops when it falls.
Really? Your wealthfare society eases ones economical troubles, and thereby a huge amount of worries. It does make sense you were claimed to be the most joyful country. Miserable lives are found anywhere... Even in your country. It does not always depend on the wealth of a state, but the wealth of the states people. If they generally smile and aid one other, it will be a more or less desireable place to live.

Don't rush yourselves - be aware that money is not everything. You are wise, equaling you to probably already know... None the less, you have the opportunity to go. Don't let go of the memories, even though they will be fast paced.
Which band, if I may ask?

You do enjoy my company, if thus only by words, don't you?

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-15 13:27:27 +0000 UTC]

We are used to the rain, though it seem depressing to some people, I believe we all love it deep down. I remember a hot summer with NO rain for very long.. when the rain finally started to fall, it seemed like everybody calmed down, was relieved.
I love living here, it's ehm.. cosy you could say. And yes, of course miserable lifes are found everywhere.

I promise, we will enjoy every moment on our trip.
A solo musician called Gackt. He is from Japan, and probably their most succesful male solo artist.
[link]

Yes I do enjoy writing with you. You as well seem very wise. And I can talk to you about stuff which many people would find plain boring.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-15 22:33:57 +0000 UTC]

Rain is just a wonderful thing. A summer without rain is not really a danish summer, is it? The English/Scottish summer is filled with rain as well. I guess it is, after all, a part of us.

You don't have to promise anyone anything. Just be joyful with your concert - Gackt does not have many fans in Denmark?

Just tell whenever you need to talk - trust me, I will honestly be open towards anything. Plain boring? What topic might that me?

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-15 22:47:37 +0000 UTC]

You're right we have rain every summer. It's wonderful.

It's a promise to myself as well. I want to enjoy every tiny moments and feelings. The small ones are often the ones that matters.
I'm not sure how many fans he has. He is part of a subculture. It surprises me to meet people outside the jpop culture who knows about him, in Denmark as well as the rest of Europa and America. I guess he's not playing in Denmark since we are such a small country.

I'm glad to know that.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-23 19:10:48 +0000 UTC]

Remembering every moment and feeling (notice how there is no "s" to the end of those words) of your trip is not what you ought to do. Be there, feel it, enjoy it, and eventually forget some of it. When you forget, you open space for the best to be remembered. Indeed, the small ones are the most valuable, but that does not force you to deny remembering whole pieces of bad memories, for those are what as well teach you new wisdom.

It's nice to see that as the unique individual you are, you decide to post a link to one of his pieces - not many do that, but leaves the one whom asked the question to find who it is themselves. I have never before heard of this Gackt, but I respect that you are a follower of the J-pop culture. Denmark is not the largest populated country. It is understandable that he is not visiting, though one could wish for thus.

I am yet to find what is "plain boring" in this conversation.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-23 19:52:49 +0000 UTC]

I will enjoy it. We have decided to watch a musical the day we arrive. We bought tickets to 'The Lion King'. I'm looking forward to watch it. I've heard it should be one of the best musicals out there. And I love the music, and find african art very interresting.
Have you seen any musicals in London?

I didn't expect you to have heard of him. But who knows, there are outside Asia who know him. He's a wonderful musician, I respect him alot. He compose all of his music, which less and less people do these days. Besides that I find his voice amazing. You know, I can hear feelings when he's singing.

Me neither.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-23 23:00:40 +0000 UTC]

I have watched The Lion King in both Broadway in United States of America and in London. Worth every penny or cent. I have once seen the wizard of Oz. They have great actors, which is another thing to pace quickly t'words.

You are an emotional person, yes?

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-23 23:58:35 +0000 UTC]

I see, my expectations are very high. But I cannot believe that it will dissapoint me.
Oh, I haven't seen the wizard of OZ, but Wicked which was very good.

Yes, at some points I am very emotional.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-25 21:32:26 +0000 UTC]

One must have expectations, yet never let them stray to high - then they fall easier. I have the belief it shall not disappoint you. I can hardly think the entire trip will disappoint you.
Wicked is interesting as well, yes.

Another worthy thing to add to the description.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-07-28 22:19:11 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunately I have the habbit to expect too much. But with time I've learned not to, since I've often end up dissapointed.
I just came back from London this evening, and I was nothing like dissapointed. The musical was amazing, I'm so glad that we dicided to watch it. And the concert was great as well, I even stood in the front line. But somehow it was too unrealistic to be there and see him. I mean, he is so far away normally. Always watching him live on youtube. Then suddenly, after 5 years of listening to his music, he was right in front of me. And too damn perfect. I do no longer believe he is human.
But all in all it was a great trip, we spent the last day in camden town, sadly without much money.

You are very observing.

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-09-05 18:56:57 +0000 UTC]

The habit of expecting too much is sadly considerable in many diverse personalities. Common is, I too expect far more than reliable - as the night sky darkens, I await it to stay dark until the hourglass of eternity ends. Home truth is that the sun will awaken to fulfill its goodhearted deed of life. The dawn is inevitable, as well as the dark it rose from.
You came back before you even went. Possibly, I have enquired after such information - however, may I ask, which musical did thou entertain your honorable self with?

Front line, huh? I do believe it must have been as if dreaming. I'm personally most impressed that you held on for a five long years. Perfect is a wide orientation, only to be observed by the narrator of the pronouncement. You as well believe perfection within humanity is impossible?
A great trip does, again, not depend on the money. Moreover, I thoroughly desire to apologize for my so far missing appearance.

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StoryTellingChoir In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-07-30 19:35:19 +0000 UTC]

A mature point of view.
Sounds like you weren't slipshod with your trip.
Musicals are often set below by many people - they are always amazed when they leave, and want to go back.
This Gackt... Is there any precise tracks you could offer my horizon? He does sound like a rather interesting artist, since you could hardly fathom he stood before you. The noise from the audience must have been stunningly loud.

Normally? Are you one to apply such words? Normal is always such a funny perspective to view it from. He is never in a precise distance, thereby we cannot state the norm. (Please, do not draw any offense from this, I am only expressing my annoyance towards "the norm").
This perfection you speak of, was it worth it? Despite the need of hearing his music, you seem obviously amused by his presence.

Money or not, you had your experience, and it was to finish the otherwise unfinished hemisphere.

Why thank you. As are you, yet not as considerate about it. Do not think too much about my presence, I'm hardly who I seem to be.

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IchiMisaMisa In reply to StoryTellingChoir [2011-07-31 01:04:31 +0000 UTC]

I love musicals.
Gackt.. [link] - precious
I respect him a lot. He has an amazing voice, and is a very talented musician.

In this context, I used "normally" as "in my everyday life".
Otherwise, I would use the word mainstream, as a term that describes something as the most seen.
Everything was worth it. Perfection, yes that is something he has. Anything he do or say leaves an impression on me. He has the ability to move me, to make my mind clear. When I say he is perfect, it's my opinion. He is perfect to me. Besides that, he has many talents: Singing, composing, playing instruments, writing, acting.. he's vert wise and thoughtful of others. As I said, perfect to me.

I just wonder.. why and how did you discover this conversation?

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StoryTellingChoir In reply to IchiMisaMisa [2011-08-15 11:20:38 +0000 UTC]

To answer your last question first, I have long been waiting for a moment to break in - Our apparently mutual friend, Alma, told me about him, and I thought his way of writing was fairly interesting. Though, I now have realized it was inappropriate to try and break into your conversation.

As an extra note, I usually part into a formal mode of writing when writing towards unknown people, in this case, trying to withdraw few aspects of his writing into mine, in order to make it a tad more appropriate.

Gackt seem to be an indeed interesting artist! If you wouldn't mind, I'd like you to name the different albums he has released, if any on the market. I understand your respect to its each point, and I as well agree.

I'm glad you stay by your opinion! It's even better that you can state why, it gives an interpretion of just how strong your faith in him is.

(Noticed a rather big mistake here... I seemed to have lived myself too much into the conversation, considering how I misplaced myself in the last section... Nice... I deeply apologize my disturbance, which means I shall leave you alone.)

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TheTruthIsVulnerable In reply to StoryTellingChoir [2011-09-05 19:10:22 +0000 UTC]

My, another curious one - yet, with a more aggressive tone to your statements. I do agree with Ichi's wondering - why would you break into a private conversation with less aerodynamics than a wavering flag? May I advice to you, if by any chance, aid yourself with a certain degree of smoothness to your appearance. As by another note, do never copy anyone. Crave for your own style, even if finding inspiration descended from others.

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StoryTellingChoir In reply to TheTruthIsVulnerable [2011-09-11 14:17:37 +0000 UTC]

As I said, I'll just leave it to you guys ^^' Thanks for the advice though!

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