captive-creative In reply to MadiiCake [2017-01-10 15:38:15 +0000 UTC]

you deserve it you’re a very talented person 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-11 20:53:55 +0000 UTC]

Hey sis how are you doing today?

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 05:24:36 +0000 UTC]

Hey hope the chat that I was doing tonight went off with a good laugh.
Oncie just admitted to Dipper that he had bought some stuff from an adult store that sells those uh well you know..

And you should see how flustered he got x'D rip Dipper.
And now Dipper's actually curious about it.
I so needed this..
Since I'm a little worried about the doctor's appointment tomorrow..

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 05:29:33 +0000 UTC]

im glad it went overwell. 
things got stressful in my chat but Candy saved the day. 
as he always does. the lil sweetheart. 

what kind of appoitnment is it 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 05:35:41 +0000 UTC]

It's a pap test I'm going for..
Plus a blood test just in case..
My doctor is worried about my health and just wants to make sure I don't have cancer..
That's why I'm not going to be online until around 6)

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 05:38:35 +0000 UTC]

its gonna be alright. your probably fine. 
i wont be on tomorrow. not likely. i have - so much work

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 05:42:40 +0000 UTC]

I understand that sis 
I will still send you a reply about what my doctor says.

Lol my Once-ler looks disgusted or a bit irritated?

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 05:46:12 +0000 UTC]

thank-you. 

he looks more than a little. 
i'd say bendy is about eqaul. fact -im a little tempted to do
a private chat for them

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 05:54:49 +0000 UTC]

No probs sis I'm hoping it's nothing serious just a simple check up.
I'm praying that everything comes back positive and not negative.

And yeah I'm tempted as well c'x
But I am going to head to bed c'x

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 06:03:34 +0000 UTC]

alright 

k. im stuck up doing a project 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 16:25:48 +0000 UTC]

.....hey

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 17:12:14 +0000 UTC]

Hey what up

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 17:27:33 +0000 UTC]

Well.. I have been diagnosed with breast cancer but it's an early stage so it's treatable)

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 17:37:28 +0000 UTC]

Om. What did they say you could do for treatment

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 17:42:26 +0000 UTC]

Well there's Lumpectomy which is surgery.

Or chemotherapy or radiation therapy)

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 17:44:35 +0000 UTC]

Which are you considering 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 17:50:10 +0000 UTC]

I just had recent surgery done before so that's kinda out of the question.
I'm undecided if I should do chemotherapy or radiation therapy..

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 17:51:11 +0000 UTC]

I don't know much on which is better. Just be careful 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 17:53:25 +0000 UTC]

Radiation therapy uses high-energy rays to prevent breast cancer cells from growing and dividing. Ionizing radiation leaves energy in the area being treated. This process injures cancer cells by damaging genetic material and stops growth. Even though radiation damages both cancer cells and normal cells, the normal cells are usually able to repair themselves after radiation.

Chemotherapy is an anticancer drug therapy and is normally given intravenously (through the vein) or orally in pill or liquid form. Chemotherapy may be used on its own or with a lumpectomy or mastectomy. Chemotherapy is a systemic form of treatment; it flows through the bloodstream, affecting the entire body. Its purpose is to obstruct the DNA synthesis of cancer cells. The appropriate combination of drugs used for chemotherapy is based on the patient's cancer type and individual medical profile.

I just don't know how to explain it to the others especially Jess)

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 17:56:24 +0000 UTC]

Hmmm. Don't do a journal start an occ chat on the subject 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-10 21:27:32 +0000 UTC]

I think that'll be a good idea..
I'm going to invite the usual group that we always do

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-10 21:58:39 +0000 UTC]

good idea  

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-11 00:34:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm a little nervous and anxious about it but I can do this..
I just don't know how they're going to take it

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-11 00:35:59 +0000 UTC]

you're gonna make it through this. i know you jude . you're a fighter. 

i'm honestly worn to heck. i've got so much work and im worried to death over a friend. 
which - means bendys getting some vent art. this poor kid. 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-11 00:40:21 +0000 UTC]

I've created the chat room I'll be sending the link to our usual group..
I may have to note a few since they are not here
Like Ducky and Al and Holly..

But yes you are right about that I can do this.
And aw poor thing

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-11 00:43:26 +0000 UTC]

i dont know if i can come. i may. but i'm so emotionally ripped apart jude , i dont wanna invade on your group for things
 that sound like nothing . you go ahead. if i come i come. 

he's gotta fucking deal with it, he's a piece a shit that aint real. if i wanna rip him open to feel a little better . i will. 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-11 00:49:19 +0000 UTC]

it'll be okay hope.
I'm here for you, you know that right?
I'm always gonna be here for ya.

And I know how you feel

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-11 01:07:55 +0000 UTC]

its nothing i'll sound like a whining brat . litterally just stress of school and almost losing another friend. 
this - is the fourth i know who i worry so much for you have no idea. and the fifth i've been worried over. 
i - need a stress rp . i dont want to though. 
send me the link though

 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-11 01:12:16 +0000 UTC]

us21.chatzy.com/55297202521119
Here's the link for the ooc chat 
It's just Jess, Lyra Chey and myself

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 15:43:32 +0000 UTC]

Morning hope 
I'm still a little bit depressed about what happened yesterday..
It was just so sudden I-i didn't even have a chance to take it all in..

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-09 15:45:20 +0000 UTC]

i wish i had been there i got caught up doing work to support you. 
are you going to be alright? 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 15:54:17 +0000 UTC]

I've been sleeping almost all morning..
My energy level is low..
I'm just... Idk..

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-09 15:55:10 +0000 UTC]

if you want to talk about it we can.
though i will be slow. i have a ton of work to do today

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 16:00:59 +0000 UTC]

My heart is aching because of my friend's passing..
I'm trying hard not to cry right now..

On another note what expression is Oncie doing? 
To me it looks like he's grumpy

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-09 16:11:33 +0000 UTC]

im here for you jude its gonna be alright 

yeah i'd say so

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 16:18:21 +0000 UTC]

It was just so sudden when I heard that from my other co-workers
She texted me about that since I was watching my boyfriend's bowling tournament plus it was also Nevada's​ tournament.

Yep that's what his mood today is.
Grumpy and Sassy 

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-09 16:23:30 +0000 UTC]

did they say what the caues was? 

lol  . bendy's um - weak- probably if he had strength he'd be pissed 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 16:35:37 +0000 UTC]

It was stomach cancer that she had..
I really hate cancer it takes a lot of lives away..
She was really young as well like only two years younger than me she was 28

Oh boy I can see him being pissed cx
I love how grumpy and sassy Oncie is

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-09 16:38:37 +0000 UTC]

oh man, im so sorry . one day there will be a cure im postitive. 
take some time off if you need it. 

so very fucking pissed, honestly he's not happy about the sitution 
but he knows he cant do anything to solve the problem. 
its adorable jude 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-09 16:47:28 +0000 UTC]

I hope so that they find a cure for cancer.
I was lucky that my brain tumor wasn't cancerous.
Though I feel bad for other people that have it.

My health hasn't been doing well.
And I don't know what is causing it.
You guys help me be happy when I chat with you.

And yeah I think so too.
I might warn the others about his mood today c'x

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-07 04:28:27 +0000 UTC]

Psst check out my profile page

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-07 04:56:01 +0000 UTC]

 EEEEEEEE i love what you did with it 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-07 04:56:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I'm loving it so much! this is the one I'm sticking with ;3.

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-07 04:57:43 +0000 UTC]

you outta stick with it. its lovely. 
man my muse for bendy is so fucking high help me, 
i have to focus but he's so high. 
ug

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-07 05:00:27 +0000 UTC]

The only thing left is the comment section.
And a diary Journal like what everyone else is doing.
And oh man I know how that feels right now
My muse is extremely high right now for Once-ler.

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-07 05:01:13 +0000 UTC]

its a handy little thing to let muses vent in
i'd offer to rp but i shouldnt 

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N-eed-a-Thneed In reply to captive-creative [2017-04-07 05:10:32 +0000 UTC]

I know right?
My Oncie right now is tired and stressed out.
But me I'm tired but happy

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captive-creative In reply to N-eed-a-Thneed [2017-04-07 05:16:01 +0000 UTC]

100% same way. you really get a feel for bendys state - i feel - with the newest drawings . 
did you reset all the relations other that dippers? 

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