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surrender-myself
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[2010-08-06 04:00:22 +0000 UTC]
"my tomorrow will never come"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 113; Deviations: 132; Watchers: 16
Watching: 14; Pageviews: 6390; Comments Made: 404; Friends: 14
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Alex Ross...best so farFavorite movies: Little Mermaid and Cruel Intentions
Favorite bands / musical artists: Don't have one...Eclectic
Favorite writers: Phil Collins
Favorite games: Cranium
Favorite gaming platform: 360
Tools of the Trade: My words
Other Interests: Music, Dancing, Sulking
# About me
i. I'm someone new lately. I'm trying to see the world through the eyes of someone who is positive in change, who is working towards some kind of goal. I'm that person. I'm striving for each new goal, each new dream, and I'm planning to prove to the world that I'm not worthless yet.
ii. My life has a soundtrack that is a million songs long. Every moment in my life has a song, has a lyric, a line, something that should be sung. Even all the tough spots, all the spots in between. From being born, to falling in love, to remembering some of the saddest things in my life, to the most cheerful. A song.
iii. I'm not someone who is positive. I'm pretty negative, but I love to laugh. Who knew? I try to bring joy in laughter, in smiles, in friendships. Even though I'm not the most amazing person, but I've seen great and I've seen worse. Nothing is the same for me.
iv. My art is a reflection of who I am. Sometimes, I'm sweet and sensitive, sometimes I'm vengeful. Other times vulnerable. I'm the person in all of my stories, no matter what the tale. People just need to accept that I'm a lot different than the people make me out to be. I am who I create, I create who I am and know as me.
v. Just because you THINK you know me, you don't. People who know me will know me as the gentle giant. I talk a lot of shit, only to show people who mean something to me that I'm a baby. I will do anything for people I love. And...I don't love too many people. Handful. That's it. Handful. But...I will do ANYTHING for these people. Know your role in my life.
Current Residence: Small town in PA
Favourite genre of music: Anything that inspires and moves the soul
Favourite photographer: AL
Favourite style of art: Depends on the mood
MP3 player of choice: iTouch...That's my LOVE
Shell of choice: One that can't be cracked
Wallpaper of choice: Joker
Favourite cartoon character: Joker
Personal Quote: I will always love my silent friend more than anyone else
# Comments
Comments: 73
I miss you! Wish you would bring that amazing mind of yours back around!
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You're welcome. You're writing is amazing. I feel the need to tell you this because I think a lot of people lack what you have.
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It's been a jolly long time friend, glad to have you back. I've missed the music chats we used to have and I'm looking forward to many more!
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Yeah!!! You've been the bestest over seas friends.
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Life has been treating me VERY well. I hope the same for you. Life has taken me in directions, I'm not even sure I was ready to take until they happened. I needed those things to happen in my life to be where I am. Some were good, some were bad, but most of them came out this way for good. I am VERY thankful for where my life has taken me. What about you?!
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That's good to hear!
As for me, there's been more bad than good since we last chatted. But hey, it's going smoothly and things are getting back on track.
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I have missed you on here dearly! I miss seeing into that wonderful mind of yours!
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True. Yeah, so, you're all going to get some of that crazy stuff that I used to post.
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Yeah, I needed to get myself some new people to get to follow me. I needed to reinvent myself.
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thats good. refresh yourself
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Give me a bit, I will post some more of the Joker story. 
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Happy Birthday!!!
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Thank you so much for the birthday wish.
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Thank you so much for the 
Sorry for the late thanking- more than 100 people fav it and DA though my comments were spam so I had to do a few everyday
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Don't worry about it. I mean, I don't know how you get spam comments. Does that mean shitty comments people leave that have no kind of feeling behind them?
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Spam messages are like the Advertising to a website or something like that, like go to this site and you'll meet a lot of hot girls, or go and buy this thing is great for something 
No I mean- DA though I was putting spam messages in people replies
because it was mostly copy and pasting a lot of times but it only lasted a few hours
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Ah, well. I don't spam, so I guess you got me there.
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You're welcome. Great work deserves credit.
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Thanks for favoriting "Black Starry Night"! I appreciate it!
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Oh, your most welcome. It was well worth the read.
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You know, I think you are the first person on this website that has listened to a 2Pac song. That is awesome, just saying!
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That's because I grew up listening to him. And I actually loved his earlier stuff. My friends used to think they were ghetto and of course, I just followed along with them. Not saying following is the thing to do.
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You are awesome! I grew up listening to 2Pac too! Man, finally someone with some flavor in music! My day just got better!
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I think one of my other favorites is certainly Keep Your Head up. It's certainly some of the best hip-hop music. I love it.
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No doubt about that! One of my favorites is Until the End of Time. Amazing track!
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I enjoyed the All Eyez on Me CD so much. It's actually one of my all time favorites. I used to be able to put that in and just let it play. It's rare to find something with such quality.
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I feel you! No one makes hip-hop like that anymore! Sad, really.
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No, Lupe does really well. And my favorite artist for newer stuff is Kid Cudi. I love him so much. I think he touches my heart.
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You can't be serious! Damn, I just starting to like you!
Just kidding! But I don't listen to that type of music. I listen to all old school stuff; music before my time!
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Give Lupe and Kid Cudi a chance. I know they aren't as good as 2Pac, but they have some solid stuff. I can talk 2pac with you all day thought.
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I agree with that! But maybe I'll give them a chance. Maybe. So, how is everything?
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Everything is going as good as I'm allowing myself to be. So, today I'm alright. Nothing too much going on in my life that I should report. I am just looking up some kind of youtube videos to keep me entertained before I go into work.
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Oh. Where do you work?
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Heh, tonight I do my DJing stuff. It's Friday, so I set up shop and spin at a bar. Not the best job in the world, but it works for me. I like music enough to make it spin.
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Wow, that's pretty cool. Sounds like fun!
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It can be. Have to stay away from the drunks. That's when I usually end up getting hurt. It's hard for a girl to do these things. It's a man's world. I'm just trying to live in it.
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Yeah, me too. It's hard out here for a man to survive in a man's world too!
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Ah, I guess you're right these days. But it's always an interesting job. Always.
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I saw your profile and I see you are a writer. That's cool. So am I!
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Are you now? It's why I went through your stuff. I am a pretend writer. I'm not too good at it anymore. I'm just...kind of flittering. I've yet to create something I'm really proud of as of now. I'm still working o it, I suppose.
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Do you know what you should do?
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