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The door left open. Cold and warmth
and its sensible contrast;
neglected, once the changing tears-
start to rain down on me.
Fairytales told, hopes endlessly filled;
one more sip before I go.

Drink with me.

She says she can
she says she will
pull me back up,
pull me away from-
my shadows painted corner.
But we have sipped-
the last remains of the tea.
It isn't what it used to be,
the taste fell, warmth flew.

"What" I wonder

What have our mistakes-
bled into?
agony liquified.
ambushed and conquered.
her eyes without remorse.
But she does not show
hands cover her face-

No-one gets to come in.

She glares at the door,
as if it was supposed-
to close by itself.
"Are you going to close the door?"
I said with a muffled voice.
"I can't any more."
she replied whisperingly.
She looked away as if she-
could not bear me in her sight.
Puzzled and wondering
I walk towards the door-
"Could've told me it jammed"
"You don't have to know everything.
it just is, okay?"
Confused, flustered-
I fix my eyes on that same door,
Expecting it-
to close by itself.

Slowly I step towards her;

My fingertops close her eye lids gently.
And all of her promises
fall into a deep sleep.
Again she turns away from me.
Angrily I pass her,
take my coat, and rush out.
Straight into the rain,
inbetween wrong and right.
I see hopes hiding behind corners
But I defy without a chase.
Looking over my shoulder,
I see her car parked next to my house.
A relieved smile paints my face.
yet knowing the car is still running,
as if she's ready
Ready to leave anytime now.

Once back home;

A cold silence embraced me.
a shiver rolling underneath-
my skin like thunder.
I try to reach for a cup-
In the shade my hand falls.
The cup is empty, and there is-
no more coffee left.
There I am; right inbetween.
I wait and wait, for her to close
close the door behind me.
But before I realised it;
she was gone.
I look outside,
All that is left
is a cloud of carbon monoxide
where her car used to be.

.

Description
The door left open. Cold and warmth
and its sensible contrast;
neglected, once the changing tears-
start to rain down on me.
Fairytales told, hopes endlessly filled;
one more sip before I go.

Drink with me.

She says she can
she says she will
pull me back up,
pull me away from-
my shadows painted corner.
But we have sipped-
the last remains of the tea.
It isn't what it used to be,
the taste fell, warmth flew.

"What" I wonder

What have our mistakes-
bled into?
agony liquified.
ambushed and conquered.
her eyes without remorse.
But she does not show
hands cover her face-

No-one gets to come in.

She glares at the door,
as if it was supposed-
to close by itself.
"Are you going to close the door?"
I said with a muffled voice.
"I can't any more."
she replied whisperingly.
She looked away as if she-
could not bear me in her sight.
Puzzled and wondering
I walk towards the door-
"Could've told me it jammed"
"You don't have to know everything.
it just is, okay?"
Confused, flustered-
I fix my eyes on that same door,
Expecting it-
to close by itself.

Slowly I step towards her;

My fingertops close her eye lids gently.
And all of her promises
fall into a deep sleep.
Again she turns away from me.
Angrily I pass her,
take my coat, and rush out.
Straight into the rain,
inbetween wrong and right.
I see hopes hiding behind corners
But I defy without a chase.
Looking over my shoulder,
I see her car parked next to my house.
A relieved smile paints my face.
yet knowing the car is still running,
as if she's ready
Ready to leave anytime now.

Once back home;

A cold silence embraced me.
a shiver rolling underneath-
my skin like thunder.
I try to reach for a cup-
In the shade my hand falls.
The cup is empty, and there is-
no more coffee left.
There I am; right inbetween.
I wait and wait, for her to close
close the door behind me.
But before I realised it;
she was gone.
I look outside,
All that is left
is a cloud of carbon monoxide
where her car used to be.

.