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Description One last look as I saw the clouds passing over me, I had always known this moment would eventually come.  It was a painful journey, and now, I could have never found myself more detached from this life.  The sun was close to setting and I glanced over at the shadows in this twilight.  Many vibrant colours painted a background that reflected off the lifeless trees and shadowy rocks before me.  The water glistened as it manifested the dynamic, blinding lights of the sky.  

In that moment, I remembered.

Staring into the nature and contemplating the past, I began to feel meek.  There was a vague image of you inside of me.  I slowly closed my eyes.  I was commemorating the time, I, was ever most intrigued.  

The evening fell upon us.  I stood there missing every moment we were together.  I visualized us in that time perpetually staring into eachothers eyes and referring back to the misty night sky. A first kiss beneath the moonlight.

It was dark.  The rain poured over me as I inhaled the fresh, dense air, and every drop was a memory.

Holding your hand and walking through the meadows, we laughed.

I found myself.  I found you.

We conversed and expressed eachother's philosophies, understanding only one thing we knew that no other in the world could.

There was a shadow of silence.  

I slipped into your arms and began to sob.  I never wanted this to end.  You held me closely and we kissed.  I curled up inside your arms and we fell.  I knew nothing would ever be that way again.  Our minds were full of the last bit of comfort that existed.  Only a few hours that seemed like forever passed before us.  

I became blinded and could not see.  I wondered why you'd abandoned me.  I opened my soul and expressed my innermost feelings, deepest secrets and all that I was.  We'd become so comfortable with eachother that there was nothing left... nothing more to discover or renew, nothing we could feel except pain, loss and confusion.  I found myself devouring all hope and scraping out what was left of my essentially lost heart.

If there was any peace left, I'd despair.  I knew this world was beautiful, but I could not understand. I could only feel the deep sorrow you left with me. I long for what we had, yet now it is my time to go, as I have no place here.  

In these last words I solemnly say and write with the smallest glimpse of energy I have left, I love you.
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