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almostblua — can i survive?
Published: 2008-12-27 03:12:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 335; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 5
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Description I love you
that will never change
but....

I see u with her
so happy
and in love

I break
I become sad and cry
but don't show it

your happy
so I make myself seem happy
for you

I don't know
how much longer I can survive
wishing you were with me.

I try to stay alive
but I feel myself breaking bit by bit
but........

you will never know.
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Comments: 24

Lucas14 [2009-08-10 23:34:05 +0000 UTC]

Yes...

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almostblua In reply to Lucas14 [2009-08-11 00:38:49 +0000 UTC]

:]

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Lucas14 [2009-08-07 02:39:00 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same thing for a girl, I really loved your poem.

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almostblua In reply to Lucas14 [2009-08-10 01:22:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you[:
and awwww
D:
really?

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magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-06 03:19:19 +0000 UTC]

i...fell every bit of pain in this poem...the love of my dreded life is getting married and expects me to be there.

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-08 03:26:00 +0000 UTC]

Oh, My, God; I'm so sorry. That sucks maybe he will realize in the last moment (trying to look on the bright side)

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-08 20:53:51 +0000 UTC]

he won't cause he is already marrying someone who looks and acts just like me...with my name too

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-08 23:00:06 +0000 UTC]

He is in love with you, without knowing it lol.
I bet.

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-09 21:32:56 +0000 UTC]

*turns head* i stopped believeing anything about him after he used me

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-11 01:32:19 +0000 UTC]

He used you!
then why do you still like him? D:

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-11 17:32:25 +0000 UTC]

i myself refuse to like him (its complicated) but the way my heart stutters and my lips tremble around him tell me otherwise lol

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-11 23:27:08 +0000 UTC]

Yea, sometimes the head says one thing but the heart says another. And it's not always so easy to stop it.

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-12 18:06:51 +0000 UTC]

true that. *sighs*

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-12 18:10:16 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes,
you try and go with your heart and your head is actually right >.<
I hate it, its an endless little cycle of wonder.

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-13 02:10:36 +0000 UTC]

well im gonna just deny his existance lol

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-13 20:30:15 +0000 UTC]

That sounds good.
see if that works

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magyc-missle-ninja In reply to almostblua [2009-06-15 02:33:26 +0000 UTC]

hahaha

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almostblua In reply to magyc-missle-ninja [2009-06-15 22:18:06 +0000 UTC]

x]]
loll

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WolfLova197 [2008-12-27 03:16:10 +0000 UTC]

awe

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almostblua In reply to WolfLova197 [2008-12-29 06:09:06 +0000 UTC]

lol thx

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PSKira [2008-12-27 03:16:04 +0000 UTC]

:hugs: I understand... ^-^ yea for poetry tho...

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almostblua In reply to PSKira [2008-12-29 06:08:57 +0000 UTC]

thx

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PSKira In reply to almostblua [2009-01-01 00:43:54 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome dear

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almostblua In reply to PSKira [2009-01-03 20:44:37 +0000 UTC]

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