ArchAngelAzriel In reply to Madson-Paine [2007-08-31 18:12:37 +0000 UTC]

you mean kittie as in the band or kittie chan as in the diviant art member?
because yes i know kittie chan for real like ^.^ and *tear* i wish i knew the band personally

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Madson-Paine In reply to ArchAngelAzriel [2007-08-31 19:16:16 +0000 UTC]

lol yes i wish i new the band as well!but i did mean Kittie-Chan i asked because i wonder do you talk to her often?

we new eachother a while ago and i live far away from colorado springs now and im scared to ask her something because we havent seen eachother in a while talked on the phone a cople of days ago and that why she got me to get a account here, so i was wannted to no if you would ask her if she still thinks as me her boyfreind?

inbarrising i know but we never had brokeup i had to move and i havnt had a g/f sence,she is so her thats what i think is great thats why i wannted to know. im sorry for asked but i dont got the guts,you don't haveto just a dum question.

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ArchAngelAzriel In reply to Madson-Paine [2007-09-03 02:10:00 +0000 UTC]

are you ray? if i got that wrong i am sorry i dont get to talk to her too often anymore now that i dont live with her or see her sister much either. dont be embarressed. she would be the same way when shed ask me advice and stuff and i know i can get that way when i dont mean to but yeah if your ray then she assumed you broke up with her i think. but im not clear on all the details, i was trying to help her find ways of apologizing to you about what she had said about how she felt she just wanted her life to be over and how that hurt you. it hurt her alot to know she hurt you but i guess there was a feeling of distance between the both of you after that then you moved right? because the next time i saw her she was at wal-mart she told me that you had moved and you werent even planning to tell her. and as katie is she tried to show that didnt effect her but i know it did. i know she was hurting inside and just decided to re put up that fortress of hers around herself. i love katie shes a beautiful person inside and out and from what i can understand you really loved her too. She needs to hear that from you if you do. even if you both have moved on or not, she needs to know how you feel deep inside, give all details and just mybe shell open up and tell you her perspective on all this too. that way you both get closure and or maybe can pick up where you left off. sry if i overstepped my bounds im not trying to tell you what to do or be forcing advice, like i said i love katie and i want her to be happy.

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Madson-Paine In reply to ArchAngelAzriel [2007-09-04 00:20:24 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the advise is good and i well use it but who is ray? and what did he do to her? are they together? does she love him? does he really love like you sayed? i love kattie to but i brocke hert win i left but i had to and i dont think shes ever going forgive me she dont think it was a good reason. i love her because of that she doesnt care who i was or what i did she loves me for me now. but i moved because i was affrade of hurting her in a body way because i hurt people before when i was a kid and i changed but i never want to hurt her. she said she new i could never but i dont trust myself.so i ended hurting her in her feelings anyway by leeveing thats why i was so scared to ask her.sorry for throughing all thi at you but i figure sins your so close you would no her to help.

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