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atsy — taking my pills?
Published: 2012-05-13 12:42:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 361; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 6
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An orange bottle,Gray old label.
I haven't seen you in a while,
Clinically induced sparkly world.
But lately the world's been blurred
By tears, and the return
Of old habits, depressed thoughts.
And I can do this by myself
(I thought)
But I'm fingering the lid.
Half a pill this morning,
A whole one tomorrow?
Just enough to get me through,
Take the edge off and...
I CAN get through, I'm strong.
I don't need these pills.
or maybe I do...
I want to erase the world,
For all it does is suffocate me.
I was doing so well,
Screw the world for pushing me down!
The memories are finally fading,
Less pain!
So why would the depression come back now?!?
It's eating me alive.
I'm afraid,
And afraid to need help.
Especially the help
Of these little prescription pills.
