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A pained moan. Soon, followed by another one.
I can't scream, I can't do anything to voice my feelings. This is the only thing I can do to get it out somehow.
Though really, are these emotions coming out, or my pain due to effort I put in storing everything in?
It hurts, and yet she, another me, instead of helping me, just laughs.
She likes watching me struggle. She likes seeing me like this, broken.
And then I've had enough. Again. Because this situation doesn't happen for first, second, or even third time. I have lost the count already.
But everything stays the same. And so do commands and questions.

"Will you ever let me go? Let me go!"

I scream in my head and scream, and she laughs. And on the outside, I can only moan pathetically.
And there it is, again, the laughter that will never fade.
A kiss, and a hug. Seems like an innocent, caring gesture, right? Well, not here.

"I won't." she says, and she means it.

Because she knows I don't want her to.

Description

A pained moan. Soon, followed by another one.
I can't scream, I can't do anything to voice my feelings. This is the only thing I can do to get it out somehow.
Though really, are these emotions coming out, or my pain due to effort I put in storing everything in?
It hurts, and yet she, another me, instead of helping me, just laughs.
She likes watching me struggle. She likes seeing me like this, broken.
And then I've had enough. Again. Because this situation doesn't happen for first, second, or even third time. I have lost the count already.
But everything stays the same. And so do commands and questions.

"Will you ever let me go? Let me go!"

I scream in my head and scream, and she laughs. And on the outside, I can only moan pathetically.
And there it is, again, the laughter that will never fade.
A kiss, and a hug. Seems like an innocent, caring gesture, right? Well, not here.

"I won't." she says, and she means it.

Because she knows I don't want her to.