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Published: 2012-01-04 20:16:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 155; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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You thinkI'm lost,
Confused,
Damaged.
Forgetful,
Empty,
Nothing.
I'm a monster,
Not meant to be,
Sick.
Horrid,
Broken,
Not normal.
When I'm notβ¦
I'll be found.
I will find focus.
I will become strong.
I will remember.
I will be filled with happiness and joy.
I will become something great.
I am human, we are alike.
I was born for a reason.
I am healthy.
I am loving, loveable.
I am fixable.
I am normalβ¦
Or one day will be.
You're the only one holding me back,
Binding me to this nightmare.
The reason I am ugly,
The reason I cry.
The reason I want to die.
I want to be fixed,
But how can I be.
You're emotions are mixed,
You broke me, now fix me.
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Comments: 8
arteater1 [2012-01-04 21:39:57 +0000 UTC]
I hate this!! I love the writing of course but if this is what you feel and go through then I despise it with a passion. YOu're so kind and beautiful and that pup of yours is a great one, and things should be good for you in life. And oh yeah, if this is just about some boyfriend breaking up deal, then I don't mind it so much. We all go through that about 20 times before we end up having even a "clue" what we want in someone we love.. Be at peace.
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BoolaBear In reply to arteater1 [2012-01-05 01:32:44 +0000 UTC]
Haha, no. It's not about a boyfriend thing. It's just how most people make me feel. People use harsh words like that, and I know (because of my boyfriend) that I am strong. That I'm unique.
You're too nice to me xD
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arteater1 In reply to BoolaBear [2012-01-05 21:50:02 +0000 UTC]
GEEEEeeeezzzzz!! This is terrible for a person so young to feel like this. It bothers me that the world and all the adults in it have done such a pathetic job making a loving kind place to live for people. I know how you feel though and for what it's worth, most people make me feel sad as well.
To be honest, I find I love animals way more than almost all other people and don't much even care for this crummy world where everyone is selfish and violent and un-kind to everything.
I only make it here in this place because I know not everyone is like that....just most people. There are still some beautiful human beings left and all the animals are good so I stay to help them as well.
I am glad you know how important you are in this world and strong. Maybe you'll be the one to change this place and make it better for all of us.
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BoolaBear In reply to arteater1 [2012-01-06 01:42:41 +0000 UTC]
Thanks, xD but I don't think I'm going to change the world, too much pressure. Haha, and honestly sometimes I feel like animals are so much more mature than humans, it's poposterious. (That's spelled wrong.)
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arteater1 In reply to BoolaBear [2012-01-06 02:23:23 +0000 UTC]
Maybe not....and maybe yes you will. No one knows for sure yet but I do agree a million % about the animals. I never meant an animal yet that stole something from me or lied to me or stabbed me in the back. I've meant tons of people like that though annd love animals way more than people.
I'm sorry but I don't like this world very much and it's people like you that keep me going because you're one of the nice ones. thanks.
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BoolaBear In reply to arteater1 [2012-01-06 23:16:36 +0000 UTC]
Yeah. I've had an animal steal from me. She took my food! Haha. But animals are just so much kinder to their kind. Unlike us humans.
And I do agree. I feel disgust when I'm surrounded by a bunch of them.
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BoolaBear In reply to paramoon [2012-01-04 20:22:57 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! And thanks for faveing it!
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