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And then again you feel it inside of you, it’s heavy and when you take a look inside of you there’s nothing there, just a big black hole that absorbs every light that is put before your eyes, you feel an knot tucked in your throat, and you don’t know if is going forward or backwards, your head is lighter and every inch of your body has become aware of everything that is around you, you try to smile, try to make it go away, but you can’t. And it’s there.
It whispers words to you, that first are nothing, nonsense, just whispers and you already want them to stop, but they don’t stop, oh no, they won’t, it’s louder now, and it says horrible things, you feel ants all around your neck and they bite, rough and painfully, tears you apart.
Stop.
Just make it stop.
There’s cold in your nape going down to your back, you want to scream, but it’s two in the morning, you can’t scream, you never was able to scream. You hear a “crack”.
And you star to cry.
Tears.
Sobs.
Dreams.
They are gone.
Anxiety has won.

Description
And then again you feel it inside of you, it’s heavy and when you take a look inside of you there’s nothing there, just a big black hole that absorbs every light that is put before your eyes, you feel an knot tucked in your throat, and you don’t know if is going forward or backwards, your head is lighter and every inch of your body has become aware of everything that is around you, you try to smile, try to make it go away, but you can’t. And it’s there.
It whispers words to you, that first are nothing, nonsense, just whispers and you already want them to stop, but they don’t stop, oh no, they won’t, it’s louder now, and it says horrible things, you feel ants all around your neck and they bite, rough and painfully, tears you apart.
Stop.
Just make it stop.
There’s cold in your nape going down to your back, you want to scream, but it’s two in the morning, you can’t scream, you never was able to scream. You hear a “crack”.
And you star to cry.
Tears.
Sobs.
Dreams.
They are gone.
Anxiety has won.