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Published: 2010-02-28 01:54:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 3599; Favourites: 84; Downloads: 0
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Just a small piece of writing, done at about midnight XD, demonstrating what sometimes goes though the head of OCD sufferers, including me. I've only felt like this on some of my worse days but I know how bad it can get.Related content
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I just had to favourite... It was simply striking.
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There's one uncapitolized "I" and you mispelled? misspelled? "ignored" and what's with the tiny "23s" after the numbers? Also, some of the beginnings and endings of words are cut off. I'm ranting now. This is a lovely piece.
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why does it say 23 next to all the numbers except for 10? it's driving me nuts, so i figured i'd ask before i raid our kitchen for chocolate milk or something =w=
OCD is maybe my least favorite of any mental dissorders (that i know of) and next to it would be schizophrenia or DID, probably because people always lable me with this stuff and it's plain rude (to someone who's yet to figure out their own problems) i honestly wish that brains could works perfectly normal without any problems at all...but alas, no one gets what they want, right.
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Sometimes I feel like this...it's nice to know others do as well. I like the organization.
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I have OCD but this isn't how I feel at all, but it's still an amazing piece for those who feel this way
Great job (:
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its awfull what ocd can do to people. amazing writing and thank you.
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Damn, this just looks too familiar. It's like you can actually read along as you're thinking it. Very deep.
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This is exactly what happens. I have been diagnosed with OCD for what will be two years in a month. Its so painful to go through but we are strong people. This is a very true and i have felt like this a couple of times but on a very bad day. OCD people unite
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God I know what you mean >< Nobody realizes how loud it always is and its just never quiet! It wasn't until I was given lexapro by my therapist that I was able to get to feel the quiet that everyone else gets. It was the best thing ever O_O I can think about something ONCE, and never think about it again, it is soooo awesome.
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i know how you feel.... i have that since i was a kid n my parents didnt actually care they would just yell or hit me if i had my rituals.... they didnt know what ocd was and neighter did i....
i was often laughed out by friends cause of my behaviour, i didnt know what the fuck was wrong with me....
n so like 2 months ago i watched "Real life", that reality show on MTv, n there was a guy who suffered of obsessive behaviour n said he had ocd.... i dont really know why but i googled it as soon as i could n found myself in it.... i told it to my mom, i told her that i might suffer from a disorder n she didnt care, she even yelled at me for "makeing up deseases" -.-'
well at least now i know whats wrong with me xD
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Disturbing and true. It's a really wonderful piece of work, besides the whole, ya know, OCD thing.
Just curious, is the reason you said "7 doesn't follow the rules" because 7 has two syllables while all the other first ten numbers have one?
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Oh this is amazing... I know how this feels. You've really done a great job with capturing the true thoughts of someone with OCD.
I love it to be quiet too. And I ALWAYS want to be alone... To the point that I usually freak out when I'm around people, even when it's my friends. I hate talking to anyone, but if I don't then I feel so guilty. So I always do. XD
It's so mentally draining and exhausting having this, isn't it? 
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I don't just love your words, but how you present it visually with the fading! I can relate very much to this... This really hit home.
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Amazing. I can relate, though it's not always that extreme.
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I don't have OCD, but I have racing thoughts sometimes, it's not the same subjects, but the non-stopping thoughts and words, it's exhaustive...
and nice work, I liked it...
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I don't have OCD, but I have racing thoughts sometimes, it's not the same subjects, but the non-stopping thoughts and words, it's exhaustive...
and nice work, I liked it...
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I gotta question - can I include your deviation in my OCD Featured news? I will be really pleased.
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Damn, this piece gave me shivers, it felt like reading my own mind.
Know that you aren't alone dear.
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Thank you for the comment
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This is honestly EXACTLY what I go through every day. Thank you for writing this, people need to have more awareness of us that suffer from OCD.
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Thanks for reading it, and the comment 
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No problem.
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i have felt similarly at times 
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I've always found it quite hard to explain to people, especially since most of the compulsive parts of OCD have no logical explanation.
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I read most of it, but I couldn't read all of it, because there was no pattern with the different colors in the text. It didn't help that there seem to be spare gray pixels floating around....
ANYWAY, off of MY OCD, very nice.
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Thank you for the comment
Some of it isn't supposed to be particularly readable; it's supposed to be rather chaotic and confusing.
And, just wondering, are the spare gray pixels the ones next to each number?
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Oh, well that would explain it then...
The gray pixels seem semi-randomly scattered, like this was save in a .jpg format.
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Strange, I can't see any 0.o
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Perhaps it's just my computer then. Sorry
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i do this sometimes when its bad too. thanks.
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No problem
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well you're certainly not alone.
i'm not ocd but one of my brothers is, and thats scarily accurate of how he is.
Great job - it takes a strong person to depict these sorts of things well.
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It's nice knowing that there are other people on the site who've had similar experiences to me
Thank you 
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well i'm not exactly similar but my anxiety problems cause me to be like that too
(im bipolar on top of that lol)
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ouch, lol
I get to have the fun of OCD combined with aphephobia XD
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we all have our problems. - my mom and brother are bipolar too
(we effect each other like a domino effect)another brother is ocd, epileptic and has other mental delays, my sister is crippled and has microtia and my youngest brother has delays as well.
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