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i cannot say anything i feel pathetic frustrated i cannot give my best in my studies or be have fun with friends cannot have enough time for art if i go too far it effects either my studies or my health. what is even worse i even after gave my best efforts see people posting even less and worse work starting after me having more recognition. it makes me feel nihilistic of this cruel world. why is this destiny? my only hope is on thin ice trying to post everything i have made but not posted here everyday or most regurlarly and then start normal posts. but it needs balance. health study art appreciation. health bad nothing works, study bad art has to work,art bad study has to work and for art appreciation have to work. oh god give me some reason to smile or feel at ease that i will someday be happy or atleast earn something.

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i cannot say anything i feel pathetic frustrated i cannot give my best in my studies or be have fun with friends cannot have enough time for art if i go too far it effects either my studies or my health. what is even worse i even after gave my best efforts see people posting even less and worse work starting after me having more recognition. it makes me feel nihilistic of this cruel world. why is this destiny? my only hope is on thin ice trying to post everything i have made but not posted here everyday or most regurlarly and then start normal posts. but it needs balance. health study art appreciation. health bad nothing works, study bad art has to work,art bad study has to work and for art appreciation have to work. oh god give me some reason to smile or feel at ease that i will someday be happy or atleast earn something.