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codebluessm — Cold Sanity
Published: 2004-03-04 17:31:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 81; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 16
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There's a shell across the viewTelling me every move
Making broken promises to me
The way I always do to her
Acting like a fucking martyr
Hoping you could change the tide
Some place inside you weeps for more
Any place else than where you hide
Taunted and brought to experience
Strive and be killed just for trying
Why can't this be just for practice?
Why can't I just lay here slowly dying?
There's a window open now
Breeze of conceit fills the room
Keeping me warm but making me colder
Taking me to a certain doom
Reality is just an illusion
Saving you from yourself
Insanity is just a trend
Sanity can only come with no breath
Saintly acts of concernment
Hidden behind a faithless smile
Repeat the mistakes of a dying father
Seeing yourself die all the while
Taunted and brought to experience
Strive and be killed just for trying
Why can't this be just for practice?
Why can't I just lay here slowly dying?
And more than just a silent scream
Finding more to make my prayer
And more than just a curious smile
Finding out who is my slayer
This fucking saint has taken over
Shadows filled with the deepest light
Fucking slave painted on me
Just long enough to fuel the fight
Taunted and brought to experience
Strive and be killed just for trying
Why can't this be just for practice?
Why can't I just lay here slowly dying?
Spite to feel anything
Save me to see nothing
The poison from your words
Helps me come to something
Helps me, helps me
There's a monster waiting for me
Looking inside my cold dead heart
Pointing out all of my mistakes
Seeing myself torn apart
Waiting for some kind of sign
Like I have the time to waste
Full of shit this entity is
Didn't know my life was so desolate
Taunted and brought to experience
Strive and be killed just for trying
Why can't this be just for practice?
Why can't I just lay here slowly dying?
Spite to feel anything
Save me to see nothing
Helps me come to something
Helps me, helps me, helps me......
Helps me feel like I have a purpose
Helps me build a home inside you
Help me to be me.....
