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Truly MeMy true identity is something you have not seen,
the likes of which are my own and nothing in between.
It is not the name's i'm called, or the insults so obscene,
because I am my own self and only truly me.
I tend to wear a mask wherever I go, to defend what lays inside,
even though parts of me I do not like to hide.
Someday I hope to loose my mask, to show myself to the all,
but for now I hide it, and I don't regret that call.
I know there are those who will hurt me, because I don't fit in,
but all I need to do is take some time and develop a thicker skin.
There will always be those who will hurt me because of who I am,
but I need to to hold on until the day I unleash my plan.
Someday I will let you know who is truly me,
and you will finally know the part that you didn't see.
And I hope you will like it, and accept the missing part,
of the me you used to know and hold deeply in your heart.
I know it will take some time, and I know it is hard to understand,
but the missing part is still me and part of who I am.
It is only missing for now, and soon it will be,
a part of my true person, part of truly me.
So give me some more time, because it will take a while,
but when I finally open up I can truly smile.
Because then I will have nothing left to hide,
because everything I hid before will be on the outside.
I will be my self, and no one else, once that day is here,
and until then, stay with me, and be someone near.
Because it can feel lonely, with my missing parts,
having to be hidden to protect my heart.
And maybe I'll still be lonely, once I decide,
to let other know about the parts of myself that I hide.
Because they might not like me, when I am whole,
and that fact may hurt me, or so I am told.
But I don't want to hide forever, but until then,
I'll keep walking down the path I've drawn, and I will still pretend.
So I'll wait a little longer, and hold my head high,
until the day comes, and I tell you why.
Why I am so different, and why I had to hide,
part of my true self and I had to lie.
But I hope you will accept me, and I hope you will try,
and until then, just be my friend, and join me for the ride.








