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                                               And I don't want the world to see me
                                               'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
                                               And when everything's made to be broken
                                               I just want you to know who I am…
                                                        -          Iris: The Goo Goo Dolls

Never likened sadness to something strong
Always thought it fragile, always thought it to be wrong
Don't know whether I'll keep it all boxed in until the time I'd crack
All I know is that because of all it's done there is no going back
And all the landscapes and fancies that I weave from my dreams
Are now naught but horrid nightmares filled with sobs and screams
Of 'stop', and 'please', and the acid gulps of breath
Because the pain sometimes cloys too deep that I often long for death.
Tears are something I despise even though they cleanse away
Because the pain, it lingers, it eats from the insides, it always chooses to stay!
I really can't say whether I can smile with truth and sincerity
Heck, for all it is, I'll just give this world a damned cheap charity
As they revel in the beauty of my smile but forget to look behind the mask
(I'm not okay, fuck you --- thanks, you never thought to ask!)
I'll hide all of this behind a veil of fine black silk that obscures my eyes
Waiting for that someone who can see beyond this flimsy disguise…
Lucky then that person be for in my unmasked light he'll bask
Unlike a million other blind motherfuckers who pass by
--- but never bothered to ask.

Description
                                               And I don't want the world to see me
                                               'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
                                               And when everything's made to be broken
                                               I just want you to know who I am…
                                                        -          Iris: The Goo Goo Dolls

Never likened sadness to something strong
Always thought it fragile, always thought it to be wrong
Don't know whether I'll keep it all boxed in until the time I'd crack
All I know is that because of all it's done there is no going back
And all the landscapes and fancies that I weave from my dreams
Are now naught but horrid nightmares filled with sobs and screams
Of 'stop', and 'please', and the acid gulps of breath
Because the pain sometimes cloys too deep that I often long for death.
Tears are something I despise even though they cleanse away
Because the pain, it lingers, it eats from the insides, it always chooses to stay!
I really can't say whether I can smile with truth and sincerity
Heck, for all it is, I'll just give this world a damned cheap charity
As they revel in the beauty of my smile but forget to look behind the mask
(I'm not okay, fuck you --- thanks, you never thought to ask!)
I'll hide all of this behind a veil of fine black silk that obscures my eyes
Waiting for that someone who can see beyond this flimsy disguise…
Lucky then that person be for in my unmasked light he'll bask
Unlike a million other blind motherfuckers who pass by
--- but never bothered to ask.