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comaprophet In reply to gr8shiva [2007-04-14 20:34:51 +0000 UTC]

Thanks you

Ever since I can remember I have had overly active vivid "daydreams" and then as I started hitting puberty I started hearing more voices talking to me and the nightmarish side of the daydreams stepped in every once and a while. When I turned 16 I noticed that as I would start thinking about things my mind would create images to coincide with my thoughts and would almost run on idle If I started thinking about something, spinning off into a myriad of visions then emotions that I couldnt explain would fallow- very very "psychedelic" kinda feel to it.
As Im getting older(im 18 now) it feels much more developed, there are states of mind that I can identify as symptoms and I know what triggers them.

Sometimes when Im feeling very emotional my thoughts become sort of like sattilites... sounds wierd and its hard to explain. I feel myself listening, not only with my ears, but with my skin and eyes too...

Also If I meditate on something with my eyes open, like a tree for example, I feel as though I can feel what the tree is feeling and what it feels like to have roots in the earth. Then I can start building a relationship with that object... I know this all sounds "far out" but its how I look at things.

It used to bug me a lot that no one else knew how I felt about the world but now I just feel a certain sense of self-confidence and like I have that extra help to remind me that we are all special and that there is a lot more to life than the mundane.

The only thing I wish I didnt have to go threw is the demonic feeling I get when Im frieghtened that intensifies very quickly, or the sound of threatening voices in my head when I feel guilty or unsure about something.

Hope that answers a lot of your questions. There is a whole lot more to tell, as is the story with any human being, but for the sake of remaining mysterious- I will bind you not with my words.

Peace N' Love,
Namaste.

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gr8shiva In reply to comaprophet [2007-04-14 23:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Aw, sweetie- this does not sound "far out" to me at all. I have known and worked with and befriended many people who are like you. I don't have symptoms like yours, but I grok, man. Did enough LSD in the early 70s to kill a small horse....LOL!

Hey- note me this kinda stuff, Ok babe? Better the kids don't get too much info, you know?

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comaprophet In reply to gr8shiva [2007-04-15 04:04:39 +0000 UTC]

Aum Mani Padme Hum

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gr8shiva In reply to comaprophet [2007-04-15 06:06:43 +0000 UTC]

Try this: "Om Ah Vero Chana Hung"

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comaprophet In reply to gr8shiva [2007-04-15 20:22:01 +0000 UTC]

Translation?

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gr8shiva In reply to comaprophet [2007-04-17 08:32:01 +0000 UTC]

Tibetan - something like "Blessing to you divine one."

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