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ConfusingGenetics — In the end I will have everything
Published: 2012-05-05 04:27:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 155; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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You can take everything away in my reality, but in the end I will always have what I want most.Before I thought that if mom really wasn't just making empty threats and that one day I would be able to stand my ground as a mountain that she would take every privilage away from me I wouldn't care because I would still be miserible. I think of it differently now. If we see this as a game, if I was to play it out to the very end I would come out the winner. Yes she can take everything away from me that exists in reality. Except one thing. I have my internal world, the one in my head. No one can take it away, the only way to do that is to kill me. If she is to take everything in my reality away, she will have nothing else to hold against me when I don't listen to her. I could stay in that world and show her that she cannot break me.
It wouldn't be hell, and hell I would be a lot less attached to my shit.
I'm the king of my own world, no one can take my kingdom away from me unless my life ceases to exist.
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Yeah, of course you could say that the lines of reality and my fantasy would become extremely blurred which isn't mentally healthy but as long as I'm happy that's all I care about.
I hightly doubt that this would ever happen, it's just interesting to think about
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yeah you have a point ouo;;;
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Well it won't happen *shrugs*
Part of me wanted to draw me happy though, too make me a little happier. meh /shrugs
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I'm feeling a little better now, I talked to someone for a bit so I'm a okay now, more or less
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I'm okay /hugs
It's just school getting me down, well more it's getting me down because my mom is making a big deal about it
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//pap shoosh
my dad used to do that to me alot.i know how ya feel yo.
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At the moment it's sort of up in the air with the 'whatever' emotions
Imma working it out I guess
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ok :c if u ever need someone im there, ok?
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I know
It's just sometimes I have trouble talking to people about things. I feel like I'm burdening them when they've already got a lot on their plate
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I dont give a crap about what's happening onm my side when a friend is down or needs help! Besides things are alot calmer now. i have plenty of time for my buds :>
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Thanks Gabs, and it's great to hear that :3
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~ouo~ Bros before Hoes
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xD
ARGH
WRITER'S BLOCK
HELP
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SHIT.
CRAP.
UHM.
MUSIC!
WATCH SOMETHING YOU LIKE
READ A BOOK
READ HOMESTUCK
SCROLL THROUGH TUMBLR
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I'M TRYING
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>GABBY USES SOBER GAMZEE ON WRITTING BLOCK
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>The block laughs evily, it is uneffective
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