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Published: 2011-10-13 14:08:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 22; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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I just don't know, I'm just so fucking confused at the moment. I feel like a stranger in my own skin AGAIN, just when I finally felt home in it. At first it was a joke, a joke, but I can't tell if it's serious. A compliment from a friend, the next day I was the most comfotable I've ever been. I feel uncomfortable in woman's clothing, more at home in men's. Whenever I wear a shirt that makes my chest more noticeable I feel uncomfortable, I wear baggy shirts and slouch to make my chest look flat. Guys understand guys and girls understand girls, I can't understand girls to the hell load, guys make me more comfortable but parts I cannot understand. If I look like a guy I'm more open, comfortable. I'm almost always crossing my fingers when strangers meet me they will mistake me. But I'm not a guy, I don't feel like a guy. I don't feel like a girl but I am. I just don't know anymore. I can't tell what I am anymore. It's frustrating, annoying, confusing. I'm just whining aren't I? Taking things to fucking seriously again aren't I?I can't tell anymore
