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Description
It's kinda dark. ^^".
Just my new icon to go with my new style. (:
Anddd yes, I'm upset.
alkjdsglweg.
idk if i should vent or not.
...
okyouknowwhat.
if you dont wanna read a vent, then you can leave right now. o: i dont want to bother you all with a shitty ass vent.
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VENT;

I feel.
Weak.
Tired.
Useless.
Alone.
Invisible.
Stupid.
I'm happy, yet I'm sad.
Happy, cause I've got so many amazing friends here on dA, irl, and online. I have the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, and a soon to be exciting vacation. What else could I ask for?
...
I don't know. I feel so shitty these days. I keep getting into shit, and I don't know how I'm gonna get myself out of it. I feel like. asdklgj.
I miss my boyfriend soooo freaking much. >:U . I really do understand that he's busy, and I respect that, but. I just. Miss him a lott. Like. He never leaves my freaking mind.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm alone. I'm useless.
My family is torn apart. Especially when it comes to me.
Yes, sometimes we're a happy family, and I can manage a smile, but they're painful. They remind me of when I was smaller. When we were happy all the time. My mom yells at me about how stupid or weak or fat I am, and my dad keeps telling me to "be useful for once" or to stop being so pathetic. I mean, they're right. I'm stupid, my grades sometimes slip, and I'm pathetic enough to be like this. I'm weak. I'm so weak, my younger brother basically abuses me. He will never stop hitting me, even if I say sorry. My older brother... he rarely speaks to me. My family may seem like the ideal family, but not to me.
I'm afraid. Of many more things.
Life is all about bumps in the road, right? It seems like I'm about to get a flat tire.
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~CreativeKrissy - mixed/custom hair & hat
various - textures
dafont - font
paint/paint.net
bs4/nexon

Description
It's kinda dark. ^^".
Just my new icon to go with my new style. (:
Anddd yes, I'm upset.
alkjdsglweg.
idk if i should vent or not.
...
okyouknowwhat.
if you dont wanna read a vent, then you can leave right now. o: i dont want to bother you all with a shitty ass vent.
--
VENT;

I feel.
Weak.
Tired.
Useless.
Alone.
Invisible.
Stupid.
I'm happy, yet I'm sad.
Happy, cause I've got so many amazing friends here on dA, irl, and online. I have the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, and a soon to be exciting vacation. What else could I ask for?
...
I don't know. I feel so shitty these days. I keep getting into shit, and I don't know how I'm gonna get myself out of it. I feel like. asdklgj.
I miss my boyfriend soooo freaking much. >:U . I really do understand that he's busy, and I respect that, but. I just. Miss him a lott. Like. He never leaves my freaking mind.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm alone. I'm useless.
My family is torn apart. Especially when it comes to me.
Yes, sometimes we're a happy family, and I can manage a smile, but they're painful. They remind me of when I was smaller. When we were happy all the time. My mom yells at me about how stupid or weak or fat I am, and my dad keeps telling me to "be useful for once" or to stop being so pathetic. I mean, they're right. I'm stupid, my grades sometimes slip, and I'm pathetic enough to be like this. I'm weak. I'm so weak, my younger brother basically abuses me. He will never stop hitting me, even if I say sorry. My older brother... he rarely speaks to me. My family may seem like the ideal family, but not to me.
I'm afraid. Of many more things.
Life is all about bumps in the road, right? It seems like I'm about to get a flat tire.
--
~CreativeKrissy - mixed/custom hair & hat
various - textures
dafont - font
paint/paint.net
bs4/nexon