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Published: 2012-10-19 17:38:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 193; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description      HORRIFIC MOMENT OF CLARITY

I got drunk last night
drunk enough to come to realizations
or maybe masochistic interpretations
it felt so much like the worst
could possibly be my best
i had what society might call
feelings
         for
             doing
                   the
                       right
                             thing
(who are they? who am i? AM I DOING WRONG?
??? confused...
is it the booze? is it me? (is it her?) IS IT MY SON?
the clarity is gone now. Only fears and RESENTMENTS!

I can still feel that psychotic cycle
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YOKOKY [2012-11-12 07:39:51 +0000 UTC]

love it- sensitive- deep- wow-kiss and thx

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curtdevil In reply to YOKOKY [2013-01-24 07:33:28 +0000 UTC]

thank you. the psychotic cycle i speak of is a place that scarred me for life after losing my first love. now i have solitary psychosis. i cant be left alone for too long without going deranged and psychotic. it terrifies me.

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