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Perfection

Have you ever felt perfection?  I mean the perfect kind of perfection.  I have.  Perfection cannot truly be captured in words or pictures for they cannot do it justice.  Simple perfection lies in walking down an empty country street on a summer night.  The feel of the warm breeze tickling your skin and lifting your hair.  Watching fireflies dart around you.  Quiet enough to hear the whisper of the wind, your breath, your heartbeat.  The only lighting being the moon and the stars giving everything a beautiful glow.  It’s shear perfection, never to really be captured, just felt.

This is the kind of perfection I feel with him.  I was nothing until he came along, just the bearer of people’s problems and years of pain.  But he changed that, you see he’s my angel, the light at the end of my darkness, my reason for living in a sense.  He brought me happiness, made me feel loved.  I no longer feel the need to end it because I have found hope that things will get better.  Its amazing how one person can change your view on life; give hope where there was none.  That is sweet perfection.

When in his arms I find perfect happiness and contentment.  Looking down at our arms, our hands, fingers intertwined.  He looked so pale until seen next to me, but his skin contrasts mine beautifully.  The smile on his face when he pulls me into his lap shows pure joy.  Soon after the smile his lips meet mine.  I can still taste the first kiss.  Then the feel of his lips on my neck drives me crazy.  He makes sure that everyone knows I’m his without treating me like a possession.  He’s all I ever dreamed of you could say.  The perfect boyfriend.

Then when we’re all alone up in his room with the lights off and music quietly playing, just inches away from sleep then hearing his voice asking if I’m going to sleep on him again.  I could easily sleep there lying on his chest with those arms around me, it’s quite comfortable.

It’s moments like this I now live for, dream of and cherish.  Moment’s like this when I know everything will be ok and my life will get better.  In such a short time he has become my everything and more.  He is my angel.  My perfection.