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Published: 2009-03-02 20:02:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 211; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 4
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Don't give me that. You know what you had done. It's all over now. I don't know why you tried, why you ever spoke, why you ever presented yourself to me in such a drastic manner. Pointlessness was your game, I was your pawn. I am done playing what you want, I'm done being who you'd like. My own goals in life, they're important to me. I want to go far, so far. Become a CEO, move to New York, be one of those powerful women in their nice clothes, designer shoes, going out for cocktails every night with important people.You can't hold me back anymore. I am escaping from your disgusting, clawing grasp on my life. You tugged at my heart strings, pulled me away, secluded me. You did everything in your power, and yet more. You found ways to do even more. You disappoint me so. You manipulated, twisted, deceived, used me. I knew what you were doing from the beginning, I never spoke up. I don't know why I never said anything, but I didn't. I was helpless.
I've found a new way to do things. I've found a way to get away from you and all that binds me to you. I know what I'm doing now. Your grasp cannot choke me, I can live how I want. I'm a free woman and you can't stop me, no, you can't. You're on the path towards destruction, but me, I'm on the road to recovery. Take everything back. Get away. You're trash. I don't want to know you anymore, it would be an embarrassment to continue to deplete my morals. Go now. Leave me to who I am so I may become someone new and be even better.
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Almost feels like it could go in (very) freeform poetry.
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I suppose maybe it could
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Despite not being entirely related to you, it's beautiful. One could say it holds much more passion then any writing I've read in a while. You have quite a unique style- it really sends the message home, moreover. Keep this up.
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Thank you. Upon returning to it and reading it a few more times over, I see that a few of my emotions towards some people came out. It seems subconsciously I was just trying to get some things out of my system, really just clean myself, admit things I didn't want to admit before.
As always, I thank you for your kind words.
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The subconscious is an interesting thing- upon reading some of my earlier works, I shudder to realize they were written whence emotion was still present within me.
And as always, I say that my words are justified, comrade.
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It is, it surprises me very often.
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As it does I. Yours I believe is riddled with true emotions, beautiful ones. Mine...bah, darkness and death, perhaps.
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To each his own, I think we've all got happiness in us, no matter how dark we may seem or feel, it's always just lying there dormant somewhere deep inside of you. You just have to find the right way to make it come out, be it because of a person, accomplishment, etc.
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Incredible ideal there. You speak almost as a philosopher, you realize this? One reason I like you.
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Thank you, and it's all just a matter of my opinion, but still, thank you
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You are always welcomed, comrade.
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