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Again, again, again. How’d I fall for it again? Constantly the lies, never the truth. Can I ever look past what’s in front of me, actually look inside? What’s wrong, why can’t I see? Might as well give up, I just don’t do anything right. Bright lights are shining in my eyes, and still nothing makes sense. Too confused to understand. Will it stop? Will it just stop? I think about it, but it just doesn’t stop. I don’t think about it, and it just doesn’t stop. How is this fair? How is this fair to me? I’ve done nothing. Nothing at all. It breaks my heart to feel this way when I’ve done nothing. I’ve never hurt anyone, no, not ever. I’ve never done anything to anyone. It’s unfair. “It’s life.” They say. “Bull shit.” I say. Things get better, sure, for a day. A day I’m allowed to feel better, happier. Then it comes back. Again, yet again. It’s a never ending cycle. It’s so unfair. Just…so unfair.

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Again, again, again. How’d I fall for it again? Constantly the lies, never the truth. Can I ever look past what’s in front of me, actually look inside? What’s wrong, why can’t I see? Might as well give up, I just don’t do anything right. Bright lights are shining in my eyes, and still nothing makes sense. Too confused to understand. Will it stop? Will it just stop? I think about it, but it just doesn’t stop. I don’t think about it, and it just doesn’t stop. How is this fair? How is this fair to me? I’ve done nothing. Nothing at all. It breaks my heart to feel this way when I’ve done nothing. I’ve never hurt anyone, no, not ever. I’ve never done anything to anyone. It’s unfair. “It’s life.” They say. “Bull shit.” I say. Things get better, sure, for a day. A day I’m allowed to feel better, happier. Then it comes back. Again, yet again. It’s a never ending cycle. It’s so unfair. Just…so unfair.