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devastatiion — logging off
Published: 2017-06-02 23:45:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 193; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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i wish i could log offfrom life
forever, preferably
i dont want to be here on this earth anymore
my head is heavy
im so tired of being here
i can't spend one day without having fear or emptiness running through my veins
i keep punching myself just so i wont cut
i have so many bruises at this point but i think it's better than cutting i hope
the only reason i started to go to a doctor was because my parents found my second suicide note from when i tried to hang myself the second time
the first one they never found hahahha
shame, because that one was better written hahahahhaaa
everyday's become a blur, i cant think straight anymore
im not the person i once was
im not the person i want to be
im not the person everyone wants me to be
hAHhahAAA IM SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT GUYS
LOOK AT ME
THE FAILURE
THE WASTE
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED FOR ME
i dream everyday about how i could one day die
rachel lousie, is this really all you've become
all you could hope to achieve???
you're pathetic.
you can never be fixed, why try.
