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deviantsaster — Bad memories
Published: 2014-06-10 04:15:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 148; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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Every night I'm waking up,just waiting to distress myself.
I forget that you aren't here
but remember that there's no one else.
Sometimes it hurts,
Like there's acid in my blood.
Every night plays like a broken record
and I've really had enough.
I feel like I'm reaching out
for a ghost I know is gone.
Only, you're the one who left
And I'm the one struggling to move on.
I feel like I've had it rough,
Why is enough never enough?
Why can't people just let me be okay?
I don't want to relive this pain.
Every night is the same,
flicking pages of our memories
just to refresh my tears
and stifling them so no one hears.
I don't want to hear that question,
'Hey, are you okay?'
Don't want to have to lie
So I don't know what I'm meant to say.
Just wish you'd given me a reason,
Before you said farewell.
