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Published: 2011-07-19 08:57:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 294; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description I can't tell you exactly where it's located;
it doesn't seem to be in just one spot.
But it's a feeling somewhere within me,
a place that I thought I had forgot.

Triggered; I'm not entirely sure why or how,
but it's the most powerful feeling
that can take over your entire day,
and everything feels like it's beyond healing.

A smile feels like it's forced
because you don't really mean it.
While tears feel like home
because they haven't stopped falling, not a bit.

A world full of faded colours,
slowly decomposing into gray.
No matter how much you try
you just can't even imagine a better day.

A stranger in the mirror stares back
no matter how long you wait.
I pray for these feelings to pass,
but so far, they haven't taken the bait.
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Comments: 3

oOMericaOo [2011-10-26 21:20:36 +0000 UTC]

Gawd that is just horrible, I feel like that sometimes...

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Writer-Guy-NC [2011-07-19 10:46:52 +0000 UTC]

You should try watching Spiderman 3. no matter how bad you feel, you always feel better when you turn it off and go do something else.

I hope your real smile returns soon, because it's amazing. I appreciate it even from the other side of the planet.

Bonzer!

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devianttherapy In reply to Writer-Guy-NC [2011-07-20 09:21:33 +0000 UTC]

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