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Published: 2012-09-11 00:08:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 218; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Adele didn't write a song about this one,what the hell am I meant to do?
The equations going through my head
all add up to you.
Back and forth, and up and down;
this is the way we go.
Like waves in the ocean
my feelings ebb and flow.
My hunger for you feels so severe
and it only grows in fury.
I try to supress it,
try so hard to keep it buried.
Meeting you, was it karma?
You're just so much like me;
the way you act before you think
and guard yourself so securely.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do;
do I stay or leave?
You've buried yourself under my skin
so deep I can't retrieve.
I also can't work out
if I lied to you or not.
I said I wasn't in love with you;
if I wasn't, surely by now you'd be forgot.
I feel like I shouldn't feel this way,
what kind of person does it make me?
Pathetic? Hopeless? Stupid?
Or a mixture of all three?
I tell myself that I'm not ready,
but that applies more to you.
I was... AM ready,
and before all of this, I never knew.
These equations confuse me,
they drive me completely insane.
But everyday I wake up
with my smile that equals your name.
You plus me should equal love hearts,
good times and happiness.
But it's divided by her, and her, and her,
which equals this crazy, fucked up mess.
Minus her, and her, and her
and keep it just you plus me.
Because you're the only one in forever,
that has really equalled happy.
