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Published: 2010-01-09 01:34:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 168; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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The first time roundmy head sabotaged
what it knew my heart wanted.
Never really being in that situation,
it got me scared
and made me act stupidly.
I didn't want anything serious
then you came along
and that's all I wanted.
Pushing you away
was an idiotic thing for me to do,
but also one of my smartest.
Because it made me realise
just how much you meant to me,
because I couldn't see it before.
All I wanted was someone who understood
or that just cared enough to try,
I didn't realise that was you - until now.
I had to bite my tongue
to me saying those three little words,
but why should I, when I know it's true?
I love you.
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Interesting that you get into a relation, then get scared away.
I get scared to start one, then pour my heart into it when the relation catches. So when she backs away or the relation just ends, I feel lost.
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I've had a few boyfriends, but it takes a fair bit for me to actually get into a relationship. They have to be pretty special, and even then, I can usually tell after a month if I feel they're worth my time, so I've had a few relationships that have only lasted a month. I wouldn't say that I'm a committment phobe though, just aware of what I want, and nobody has fit that yet
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