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devil-snow — Know, Want to know, Learn
Published: 2010-10-13 19:03:31 +0000 UTC; Views: 1174; Favourites: 11; Downloads: 4
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I know that mentally, I am male gendered. I know that there are others like me; others that are willing to help me out. I know that I have next to no confidence to ask them for this help. I know that as I get more comfortable with the fact that I have realized that I was born wrong, I will have more confidence to talk to people about it. Watching a lot of other guys, and talking my girlfriend, I know that I am brave for coming out. I know how good it feels to pass, even if I only pass about 20% of the time, pre-T. I know that even though my dad is a hard ass, and I don't really get along with him too well, he supports me, and he's trying his hardest to do what he can. I know that I will always feel that little pang of guilt, because no matter what, my mum will always think of me as 'her little girl'. I know I am Alexander Gabriel Little.What I want to know, is where I can find an endocrinologist close to where I live, without having to leave the island, as travel is expensive. I want to know what will happen when I get a job; will they see and treat me as female because of my resume, or male because of my appearance? I want to know what is needed for a gender marker change in Canada. I want to know what is needed for a name change in Canada. I want to know if I will ever be approved for hormone therapy; for SRS. I want to know if my brother will hate me after he finds out. I want to know when all the hate will stop towards everyone of the LGBTQ community. I want to know what it feels like to walk around without having to wear a binder or a packer to appear to be the right gender. I want to know what it feels like to be in the right body for once.
What will I learn? I will learn to be open. I will learn confidence. I will learn true strength of heart and soul. I will learn to finally be right.
What will you learn?
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Actually, I got called that when I was younger, and it pissed me off a lot. So I stayed away from that name.
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Haha, I suppose that makes sense, if you've been called it and teased about it than it wouldn't be a good choice.
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It was especially bad when the movie came out, and I was in elementary skool at the time, so I was forced to go with the rest of my class.
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Yeah, I was not a very happy child that day.
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i like like this wonderfully written . 👍: 0 ⏩: 1
I was wondering what does the Q stand for on
ah
thank you
i think i might be Q
or not.. i'm not sure
is there a C ? ^_^
ok ok sorry lame joke( about the C)
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There's no C, but here's the whole list (I think...)
L-Lesbian
G-Gay
B-Bisexual
T-Transexual
T-Transgender
T-Two Spirited
I-Intersexed
Q-Queer
Q-Questioning
A-Asexual
P-Pansexual
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what do these mean?:
Two spirited
intersexed
pansexual
there should be a C though for people who are confused as to if they are q uest. or not people like me.
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Two-spirited is a native american term that I cannot remember off the top of my head, you'll have to look that up.
Intersexed are those born with ambiguous genitalia, or chromosomes, or something along those lines, again, look it up.
Pansexual is were you are attracted to people, not by their gender, but their personality. Pan means 'all'.
I think Questioning covers that... not too sure.
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ok two sprited is like crossdressing somewhat?
I understand intersexed and pansexual .And i'll go with questioning .
Thanks v.much
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I think it's more like Transgender, actually...
You are very welcome
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You know, I really admire you for being so brave about everything that you are doing.
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You're welcome. *internet huugs*
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This would be a wonderful performed piece. Have you worked out any blocking for it?
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Performed? Really? Uh, no I never even thought about it like that...
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Yeah, it'd be great! You should really try adapting it for the stage; I think it would work really well.
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Actually...There's a drama faire coming up at my school; I'd be honoured if you let me perform it. I did something similar over the summer, but didn't get much buzz. I wanna do something that'll really kick the hornet's nest and stir up some controversy! Especially with Spirit Day coming up.
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You have my permission to use it. Can you get someone to record it? I would really like to see it.
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Yeah, video will probably record. Though, I'm not really sure about it; there's talk of them cancelling it. I guess just no one cares about drama anymore.
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Oh no! That's not good!
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No it's not. Read my drama rant! XD
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And I'll be with you, (if not physically there right now, then I'll always have you on my mind) no matter how hard this could get, , every step of the way
*hugs tightly*
I love you
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*hugs tightly*
I love you too
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IT'S LONG AND BLONDE AND PRETTY AND WAS ONLY 7 BUCKS.
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WE SHALL HAVE PHOTOSHOOT NEXT TIME WE SEE EACHOTHER *DETERMINED*
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I'm trying to write and Sexyback started playing ;A;
XDDDD
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XDDD MAGGIE FINISHED THE SONG LYRICS XD
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XDDDDD
THE SONG HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY XD
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