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Never Forever

Dreaming
of ascension,
dreaming
of a dream within a dream,
of a time after forever,
of what was before the never.

I'll be the wishing well,
if she's willing to be the wish.
The dream eternal,
to whom I cast my fears.
The fountain of youth
from which I drink to become ageless again...

But what sweet irony,
for when I'm locked inside her heart
is the only time I've ever felt free.
The only time when I can say I actually am,
and the only time where I ever want to be.

With her eyes resting brightless in the night sky,
a lightless light (or perhaps a darkful one?)
that casts me away from myself.

Where am I if not in her?
Who and what am I if not hers?
Am I alive if my life depends on another's?

And what sweet irony,
for locked inside her heart
is the only place where I ever want to be.
Drowning in my restless dreams of after forever,
and what came before the never...

One travels the loneliest,
when lost amongst a crowd.
When no one will ever hear,
no matter how loud you shout.

And how can I be so afraid
of losing something that's not even mine?
A love that never was,
lost between dreams of what could have been
and the complications of what can't...

And what sweet irony,
for when I'm dreaming is the only time when I feel awake.
I drown myself in my dreams…
Because I cannot drown myself in hers.

Description
Never Forever

Dreaming
of ascension,
dreaming
of a dream within a dream,
of a time after forever,
of what was before the never.

I'll be the wishing well,
if she's willing to be the wish.
The dream eternal,
to whom I cast my fears.
The fountain of youth
from which I drink to become ageless again...

But what sweet irony,
for when I'm locked inside her heart
is the only time I've ever felt free.
The only time when I can say I actually am,
and the only time where I ever want to be.

With her eyes resting brightless in the night sky,
a lightless light (or perhaps a darkful one?)
that casts me away from myself.

Where am I if not in her?
Who and what am I if not hers?
Am I alive if my life depends on another's?

And what sweet irony,
for locked inside her heart
is the only place where I ever want to be.
Drowning in my restless dreams of after forever,
and what came before the never...

One travels the loneliest,
when lost amongst a crowd.
When no one will ever hear,
no matter how loud you shout.

And how can I be so afraid
of losing something that's not even mine?
A love that never was,
lost between dreams of what could have been
and the complications of what can't...

And what sweet irony,
for when I'm dreaming is the only time when I feel awake.
I drown myself in my dreams…
Because I cannot drown myself in hers.