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DevlinGF — Dying Words
Published: 2008-10-17 14:32:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 178; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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You can all stareBut you will never see past my face
Each feature, every contortion
Is of my own making
My own free will
And thus a falsity
Am I lying when my face doesn’t portray my mind?
Must my inner being be reflected for all to see?
Is it not enough the darkness manifests its self in my mind?
Affecting me, infecting me with its icy stranglehold
Reaching further into every facet of my my mind
Plunging deeper into my very being
Scaring my memories
Chocking my dreams
Clouding my judgment as you judge me
Am I evil?
Or just sick?
Sometimes I fight it but I’m too weak
Sometimes I just let it take me
I sit shaking in the darkness
Wanting needing craving a human touch
Other times I stand tall and walk through the crowds
Sickened by that most human of stenches
The tedious chit chat and idle gossip
I have no time for it
I must return back to the darkness
Away for you
Away from myself
Giving in to nihilistic tendencies
The primal urges that are in us all
But mine are more unnatural than animalistic
The only thing that keeps it at bay is the drink
Oh God yes the drink
I sit and forget for a while
I feel normal amongst freaks
It’s all I can ever hope to be
And should this ever reach the ears of another
Remember them
Remember them well
You will never understand
Hell I don’t understand
Just remember
These are my dying words
