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DistortedMirrorImage — Blaming Self
Published: 2005-11-04 02:21:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 69; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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I cry at nightOr did you not know?
I cry and I don’t know why
There is an emptiness I can’t fill
No one can
It eats away at me
And I have no way to stop it
I try everything
Cutting
Getting high
Drinking
But nothing takes away the pain
I have no friends
Did you not notice?
I have no life
I am left alone to fend for myself
For I can not tell you
And I have no one else to help me through
I try hard
I really do
I fight the pain
But the more I fight
The more it hurts
I am afraid
That one day it will eat all the way through
And I will not be there anymore
I will disappear
People will wonder why
You will blame yourselves but don’t
I just was too weak
I didn’t fight it hard enough
The thing that eats away at everyone
But I was just no strong enough
I couldn’t do it
I just surrendered
The emptiness engulfed me
And that one-day came
And I disappeared
