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Published: 2017-04-29 22:27:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 204; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Sometimes Blue's greatest wish is to start over in life, because she can't stand hers some of the time. She feels as if she's not in control of it and feels too much pressure from the people around her, she's not really allowed to be her complete self anymore and in her words "people expect her to be what they want." She feels as if her life is spiraling out of control so sometimes she wants to end it and hopefully start a new one (fun fact she does believe in reincarnation). Blue knows she's weak, she knows she is that one person who can't handle the stress her life has brought upon her, she doesn't care about looking weak anymore because she thinks she already is. She has too many regrets to count.Nobody said she's ever going to kill herself, but nobody said she's never tried.
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Ok I feel bad for writing this honestly this makes me sad af ;v; Blue doesn't deserve sympathy AT ALL so don't feel bad, but it shows that even the cruelest of people SOMETIMES have feelings O3O plus even adults can have these emo af teenager suicide thoughts when it comes to life getting to em—
Her sisters Anna and Bell would tell her there's always another chance in life, that is... if she joins them and their master.
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Comments: 12
Unknown72949 [2017-04-29 23:01:44 +0000 UTC]
Awww :/
Eon: I'm so sorry you feel this way Blue.....
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DistortingLullaby In reply to Unknown72949 [2017-04-29 23:04:42 +0000 UTC]
Yeaaa, sorry, I need to stop making my OCs depressing ;v;
Blue: *looks away* ...
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Unknown72949 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-04-29 23:11:00 +0000 UTC]
It's okay ;3;
Eon: * slowly hugs her as he tears up*
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DistortingLullaby In reply to Unknown72949 [2017-04-29 23:19:34 +0000 UTC]
Don't look at me like dat QvQ
Blue: *sighs and hugs back* I'm... sorry you learned about this...
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Unknown72949 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-04-29 23:27:01 +0000 UTC]
•_• like this?
Eon: ....d-do I make you feel this way ?
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DistortingLullaby In reply to Unknown72949 [2017-04-29 23:41:49 +0000 UTC]
*hides*
Blue: ... *hugs him tighter* it's not completely your... I... *sighs* I know you mean well, and that makes me happy... everything's just... clashing all of a sudden.
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Unknown72949 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-04-29 23:43:53 +0000 UTC]
XD
Eon:.......I'm a fucking awful husband......I'm so sorry for making you feel this way..
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DistortingLullaby In reply to Unknown72949 [2017-04-29 23:51:12 +0000 UTC]
O^O
Blue: you're not an awful husband... I'm just a horrible person and... not used to changing my ways yet. Being a proxy doesn't help my situation.
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