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What does it all mean

How should you feel when you reach out and try to give all that you can? When you want to be a better person, an example for others, a beacon of hope and support... When all the time you try to give, what you are really doing is crying out for someone to notice you... When all you really want is for someone to want to do for you the things you do for them. When all of your pouring out really a need to be poured into. Is it a flaw in the soul? A hole in the whole? Too easily effected by overthinking... Seeing far more than what is real. Causing more strife and pain for oneself than is truly there to be suffered.

How come happiness, true, full, and real, can so easily be forgotten or brushed aside in favor of false sorrow and hurt? Why is it so easy to see negatives when so many positives present themselves everyday? Life would be so much simpler if everything were plain and straight forward. If there weren't so many opportunities for concern and misunderstanding. If only the mind would take a siesta from trying to figure out every little nuance and just let things exist as they are.

Thoughts? Feelings? Hopes? Dreams? Reality? Falsehoods? Does any of it actually matter?

If life feels to have no meaning, that is one's own fault. No one and nothing can give someone meaning. It is up to us all to find what brings meaning to our lives. If someone feels that there is an absence of meaning and import, then they need to go out and find meaning for themselves. No one external can provide it... Wise words... If only it were that simple to accept, understand, and implement.

Ramblings late in the evening turned morning. A time when all should be peace and bliss. Maybe it actually is.... What does it all mean?

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What does it all mean

How should you feel when you reach out and try to give all that you can? When you want to be a better person, an example for others, a beacon of hope and support... When all the time you try to give, what you are really doing is crying out for someone to notice you... When all you really want is for someone to want to do for you the things you do for them. When all of your pouring out really a need to be poured into. Is it a flaw in the soul? A hole in the whole? Too easily effected by overthinking... Seeing far more than what is real. Causing more strife and pain for oneself than is truly there to be suffered.

How come happiness, true, full, and real, can so easily be forgotten or brushed aside in favor of false sorrow and hurt? Why is it so easy to see negatives when so many positives present themselves everyday? Life would be so much simpler if everything were plain and straight forward. If there weren't so many opportunities for concern and misunderstanding. If only the mind would take a siesta from trying to figure out every little nuance and just let things exist as they are.

Thoughts? Feelings? Hopes? Dreams? Reality? Falsehoods? Does any of it actually matter?

If life feels to have no meaning, that is one's own fault. No one and nothing can give someone meaning. It is up to us all to find what brings meaning to our lives. If someone feels that there is an absence of meaning and import, then they need to go out and find meaning for themselves. No one external can provide it... Wise words... If only it were that simple to accept, understand, and implement.

Ramblings late in the evening turned morning. A time when all should be peace and bliss. Maybe it actually is.... What does it all mean?