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Dorkslayer — Butterflies?
Published: 2010-11-01 21:15:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 58; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Butterflies.Is that what you call it?
Am I captivated?
Or just confused?
I hate my mind.
I'm afraid of my feelings.
I don't really know anymore.
I love how you talk to me.
But I can never seem to look you in the eye.
Your words are comforting.
Your eyes are not.
Your voice is soothing.
Your arms are not.
I don't see why I am not comfortable.
I should be.
By now at least.
But I still am not.
Why?
I'm scared of my feelings not matching my mind.
I don't wanna feel this way.
But I don't wanna feel that way either.
How do I feel tho?
I don't even know anymore.
I used to know.
Now I don't.
How do I feel?
What do I feel?
Butterflies?
