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Dorkslayer — The Void
Published: 2010-08-08 01:40:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 126; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 2
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Has it really been a year?So long without someone.
My gosh.
Its hard to believe.
Does it really take a year for someone's heart to be whole again?
A year, a decade, maybe.
Or maybe… a lifetime?
The scars ran deep but…
Was it really that deep?
Can I heal.
I'll admit to loneliness.
That is an honest confession.
And I don't miss him,
That is honesty as well.
But I miss the comfort.
The support,
The touch,
The love.
Can that ever be matched?
How long must I wait to find someone better.
I wont settle for less,
But I don't find it possible find something less then him,
I need something, way more.
Hoiw lonely must I become
Before I can find him,
The one to comfort me again.
All I ask for is a heart.
All I ask for is love.
I don't need him to impress me.
I don't need him to have everything,
Just two arms to hold me.
Just a heart, that wont break me, like he did.
Is that too much to ask for?
Or is it that I'm not worth enough.
I don't have what it takes,
I'm not who he would want.
So I've given up.
If its my doom, I'll stay alone.
My friends can do what they can,
But they cant love me like he would,
Or hold me,
Or kiss me.
So I'll sit here again.
Like long ago I did.
Last time that boy came along,
But he left me broken.
Will someone come?
Even to leave me broken again?
I don't mind the pain.
But I mind the numbness.
The emptiness.
The void.
That is my worst nightmare.
