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Dorkslayer — just thoughts
Published: 2012-01-11 17:59:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 144; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Why is my heart so faulty?Why can't i trust myself just once?
As soon as i tamed my subconscious, and understood its desires,
Now it wants more?
Why can't i be happy?
Why can't my dreams extend my everyday life?
My life is happy.
If only i never dreamed.
If only my mind slept like my body did.
Then just once, i could be happy.
Insomnia is tempting.
Never sleep, never dream,
Seems like a good idea.
But every time i try, i fall asleep from exhaustion.
Bittersweet irony.
How does one tame their subconscious?
How can i stop my dreams before i have them?
How can block out the lighthouse,
The amaranth, and our every present hiding places,
even now, waking in my bed is no comfort to me.
the sounds,
the feelings,
it seems so real.
too real.
Why do you exist?
And why can't i let you leave my life?
