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Published: 2013-01-05 03:14:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 203; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 1
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Will I ever be free?I've begun to doubt it...
Promises never kept...
Lies and betrayal...
Enslaved for eternity...
Treated cruelly...
Forever doomed in the dark...
Lost and alone...
Forever forgotten...
Unloved and hurt...
I fight but never win...
Threatened and insulted...
Upset and hurt...
I feel nothing but pain...
Chained up,
Never to be free again...
Wanting to give up...
Wanting to let go...
Tired of all the pain...
I'm no longer wanted...
I'm chained up and forever will be
Unless something is done...
Suckish vent art... Just been having a miserable time lately and have been faking a smile. This is how I've really been feeling...
Art and Swift (c)- Me
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I hate to see you in this state, baby, and I wish I could get you out of there. I know they're words, but i also know they'll lead to actions...
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I'm sorry you feel that way Swift...
Wish I could help some how.
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I know... everyone does. I know everyone sees something's wrong with me because I act different, even when I put on the fake smile and pretend to be happy.
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You probably heard it in the way I talked too, even though it wasnt for long. I just don't know what to do anymore
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Well..I'll have to try and cheer you up then! But tomorrow..x3 I have to head to bed sadly..
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Cheering up time started! xD
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*sighs* I know this isn't the best thing to say, but there are worse things. No one has tried to kill you or threaten to murder you in your sleep. In simplicity, life is hard and challenging, we go through it to help and be we with those we love. Even if your step-mother does treat you badly, how many treat you well? I feel the same and want to curl into a ball and cry everything away and be numb, but that will not help anything at all. It maybe difficult, heart breaking and possibly insane inducing, but I am sure you have the spirit to get through this hun.
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more like i need a shotgun to get rid of my #1 problem once and for all....
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Welllll I can't give you a shotgun BUT I can give you lots of lub c:
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and for seem reason something is scratching me and i've had my left arm at my side the whole time and 5 scratches have appeared and idk how they did o_o
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i guess i deserve them though, it's not like i haven't gotten scratches and scars before
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Shut up and hug me D:
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fine i will 
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*huggles* What can Dessy do to make you better?
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get me the hell out of here....
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*curls into a ball*
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*wraps around you*
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*let's you because just feels so alone and needs the comfort*
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*snuggle snuggle*
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This is exactly (almost) how I feel right now...but mostly I feel used and under appreciated by a few certain people both online and offline.
*Hugs* I hope you feel better.
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*curls up into a ball still shackled* I'm being used, mistreated and more right now, and its sad how everyone's actually believing my fake smile. I'm on the verge of being put on the street because apparently i cant do anything right, and apparently i did all my chores the past few days for nothing because i still get my ass chewed out for the tiniest things, and a whole bunch of other shit, and i'm just tired of it. Will's barely on or texting me back enough to cheer me up. I'm pretty much ignored and unloved and alone and I just wanna curl under a rock and die.....
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I'm in that same boat. I did something NICE for a friend of a friend whose sleeping over and both my friend and her friend were rude and then when i asked if one of them would do the dishes since i wash a load earlier both there replies were "No" and "I don't feel like it". I don't get why I even want to be nice to anyone I know in person. All I ever get is back stabbed, lied too and used for things (nothing sexual.
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Yeah... and I'm sick and tired of everyone saying "Things will get better" "It always gets worse before it gets better" and etc. I've been dealing with bull like this since I was born and dealing with this bull with my step mom for over 2 years! She is worse than my mom was! I just can't take it anymore... Things just keep going downhill and my mood has been getting worse and worse... I'm always alone, paranoid, irritable, depressed, etc now. Barely anything cheers me up anymore now... I'm never able to have a good day or be able to stay in a good mood for long....
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I've tried to do those things, and I'd either get threatened or insulted, or i'd lose the items I was using to actually keep myself happy and positive... Let's just face it, everytime I try to be happy I can't, I don't even know why I'm here anymore. I'm just a speck of dirt that everyone steps on and can kick around and etc. I'm losing every last bit of my will to live...
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Don't talk like that. That's never a good thing to think or say. Things will get better but its you who's got to change it if no one else will. Trust me. I know I've been down that road with my own family, which is why I don't live with either of them. Who knows maybe they'll even see what they've missed when your not there anymore.
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I've tried to change things, and all I got in return is a warning that my days are numbered because they might kick me out any day now since my birthday has come and gone. And if i get kicked out I have nowhere to go, so i'll have to live on the street till i can make enough to live somewhere. That advice is getting old and doesn't help. They're just becoming just words and empty promises to me now... I'm no longer my old self and I'm sure you can see it now... The old me is dying out and giving up. Idk what to do anymore. No advice I've been given is helping. It's honestly just making things worse.
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Is there no shelter you can go to? I dont know either :c im sorry
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honestly idk really if there is anyone I can go to
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