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Yeah vent time
I finally got my so wanted display tablet (a gaomon pd1161)
But the pen came with problem and the guy who sold it removed the ad from the website and i really doubt that he will send me a new pen.
And my laptop keep on blue screening and crashing at home but at the technician's home it works just fine.
Im so stressed and depressed
Im trying so hard to not make anything stupid but it's pretty hard since my parents act like they're blind and that they can't see how depressed and stressed i am and they don't even help at all because they start saying how much money i make them spend with useless stuff for them.
At this point i don't even bother hiding the scratches on my arms and neck because since they absolutely don't give a shit about it i can do it right?
And not im not making a drama only because of the tablet,i waited for 4 years for this tablet and it ended up being a worse experience than with my last tablets,and my year didn't started any better,i got rejected and i thought I'd still have the person's friendship but in the end he didn't even remembered my birthday when i clearly remembered his birthday,took him to a pool to have some fun because he was my best friend and he even asked me to go to his house to play videogames and stuff,i had fun but in the same day he ended up pressuring me wanting to know who i liked and when i said it was him he started acting all weird and in the end not only rejected me but started pushing me away saying he would be too busy from now on and I thought I'd have my other friend but she traded me for other friends )
Now im lonely brokenhearted, depressed,insane and stressed 24/7
I can't even eat or drink properly and i just keep ending on the emergency room in the hospital
I just wanna have a good year where things actually go right..why is it so hard...

Description
Yeah vent time
I finally got my so wanted display tablet (a gaomon pd1161)
But the pen came with problem and the guy who sold it removed the ad from the website and i really doubt that he will send me a new pen.
And my laptop keep on blue screening and crashing at home but at the technician's home it works just fine.
Im so stressed and depressed
Im trying so hard to not make anything stupid but it's pretty hard since my parents act like they're blind and that they can't see how depressed and stressed i am and they don't even help at all because they start saying how much money i make them spend with useless stuff for them.
At this point i don't even bother hiding the scratches on my arms and neck because since they absolutely don't give a shit about it i can do it right?
And not im not making a drama only because of the tablet,i waited for 4 years for this tablet and it ended up being a worse experience than with my last tablets,and my year didn't started any better,i got rejected and i thought I'd still have the person's friendship but in the end he didn't even remembered my birthday when i clearly remembered his birthday,took him to a pool to have some fun because he was my best friend and he even asked me to go to his house to play videogames and stuff,i had fun but in the same day he ended up pressuring me wanting to know who i liked and when i said it was him he started acting all weird and in the end not only rejected me but started pushing me away saying he would be too busy from now on and I thought I'd have my other friend but she traded me for other friends )
Now im lonely brokenhearted, depressed,insane and stressed 24/7
I can't even eat or drink properly and i just keep ending on the emergency room in the hospital
I just wanna have a good year where things actually go right..why is it so hard...