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The memories I the memories I thought I had erased
everything that I had thought was over
that I had let go
that I had moved on
comes back in a flood
in a flash
a deafening roar to torment
all with a tune
all the shit done to me
from a past love
a bond and trust broken
treated like a piece of shit
the very embodiment of my soul
torn, scoured, and scourged
torn with an icy knife
deceipt, lies, deception
Betrayal.
words hidden behind words
the deception hidden behind love
my love taken for nothing
my heart, my soul, my life
torn ragged tattered stolen
the ashes watered down with spit
I am more than nothing.
if only I could feel so when I remember.
wish I could forget
I hate being numb
but every time I become happy
it takes just a drop to set forth
the burning maelstrom of unbridled fury
the unforgivable
the forsaken trust
my stupidity, my mistake. My fault.
I wish I could say that I don't care
I wish I could say it doesn't still hurt
that it never did
yeah, tear my heart out, burn it
as it lies still beating, still attached,
stomp on it, spit
sear it with the icy knife.
You didn't care
how dare you say you did.
I hate my memories,
the first time that I trusted someone again,
IT WAS YOU
unfortunately for me
I'd also on to hatred.
I can't turn a cold shoulder
and unlike you I cannot lie to myself
so what now?
I don't want you,
but every once in awhile I remember
the pain
and I can't shut it out
and it makes me remember everything
like a snowball effect
all my memories
shut out, put way, moved past.
Come burning their way back into my mind
my past...
the imprisoned life
the cauterized wounds
the burning soul
the Child left in shadow
raising oneself
the inner silence
the echoing founder of chaos
in tune of thought...
ignorance is bliss
knowledge is torment.

Description
The memories I the memories I thought I had erased
everything that I had thought was over
that I had let go
that I had moved on
comes back in a flood
in a flash
a deafening roar to torment
all with a tune
all the shit done to me
from a past love
a bond and trust broken
treated like a piece of shit
the very embodiment of my soul
torn, scoured, and scourged
torn with an icy knife
deceipt, lies, deception
Betrayal.
words hidden behind words
the deception hidden behind love
my love taken for nothing
my heart, my soul, my life
torn ragged tattered stolen
the ashes watered down with spit
I am more than nothing.
if only I could feel so when I remember.
wish I could forget
I hate being numb
but every time I become happy
it takes just a drop to set forth
the burning maelstrom of unbridled fury
the unforgivable
the forsaken trust
my stupidity, my mistake. My fault.
I wish I could say that I don't care
I wish I could say it doesn't still hurt
that it never did
yeah, tear my heart out, burn it
as it lies still beating, still attached,
stomp on it, spit
sear it with the icy knife.
You didn't care
how dare you say you did.
I hate my memories,
the first time that I trusted someone again,
IT WAS YOU
unfortunately for me
I'd also on to hatred.
I can't turn a cold shoulder
and unlike you I cannot lie to myself
so what now?
I don't want you,
but every once in awhile I remember
the pain
and I can't shut it out
and it makes me remember everything
like a snowball effect
all my memories
shut out, put way, moved past.
Come burning their way back into my mind
my past...
the imprisoned life
the cauterized wounds
the burning soul
the Child left in shadow
raising oneself
the inner silence
the echoing founder of chaos
in tune of thought...
ignorance is bliss
knowledge is torment.