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I sit here once again.
Broken hearted as I was then.
Why can't anyone ever stay.
Why does no one ever say.
why?
I put myself out there
I give my heart.
I get fucked over.
Torn apart.
Always been the nice guy.
Always been the one who cared.
I've got a skeleton in my closet.
Something I dealt with long ago.
But you couldn't handle it when I let you know.
Or at least that was what you said.
But that's not what your voice tells me.
That's not what's been in my dreams.
Don't hate me for not believing you.
But it just seems things aren't as they seem.
I gave it my all, I told you the truth.
I'd have given anything, because I loved you.
You said you didn't want to be like everyone else.
Well I guess this time is the time
I learn it's the rule.
I was the one hopeful like a fool.
Because if you love me
and if you care.
Then just like everyone on those days.
You'll be another one who goes away.
I promised you that I wouldn't blame you.
And so as I am through the pain I will not.
Because I never break my promises.
Through blood, through tears.
Through years and years.
I'm the one who is always there.
Until the other decides they don't care.
Or that it's too hard
or the time is up. or they found someone else
or I'm too fucked up.
I don't show you enough. I show you too much.
I'm too clingy, I'm not affectionate enough.
I'm too loud, I'm too quiet.
A millions reasons and more.
Only one is needed to walk out the door.
For my eyes never roved, nor did my thoughts.
Apparently my faithfulness was for naught.
Because a pair will die
when one gives up.

Description
I sit here once again.
Broken hearted as I was then.
Why can't anyone ever stay.
Why does no one ever say.
why?
I put myself out there
I give my heart.
I get fucked over.
Torn apart.
Always been the nice guy.
Always been the one who cared.
I've got a skeleton in my closet.
Something I dealt with long ago.
But you couldn't handle it when I let you know.
Or at least that was what you said.
But that's not what your voice tells me.
That's not what's been in my dreams.
Don't hate me for not believing you.
But it just seems things aren't as they seem.
I gave it my all, I told you the truth.
I'd have given anything, because I loved you.
You said you didn't want to be like everyone else.
Well I guess this time is the time
I learn it's the rule.
I was the one hopeful like a fool.
Because if you love me
and if you care.
Then just like everyone on those days.
You'll be another one who goes away.
I promised you that I wouldn't blame you.
And so as I am through the pain I will not.
Because I never break my promises.
Through blood, through tears.
Through years and years.
I'm the one who is always there.
Until the other decides they don't care.
Or that it's too hard
or the time is up. or they found someone else
or I'm too fucked up.
I don't show you enough. I show you too much.
I'm too clingy, I'm not affectionate enough.
I'm too loud, I'm too quiet.
A millions reasons and more.
Only one is needed to walk out the door.
For my eyes never roved, nor did my thoughts.
Apparently my faithfulness was for naught.
Because a pair will die
when one gives up.