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Elementaldrake — My Screaming Soul
Published: 2006-09-26 18:29:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 239; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 2
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Now it comes as I knew it would,The Torment, caused not by this place
but by my mind
I just can't run from it now
I am trapped
My soul is screaming
Night, day. It doesn't matter
It comes when I feel alone
It comes thunders in my head
SCREAMING
RAGING, NO Escape
Let me go, leave me alone
these memories aren't mine
I can hear you screaming
I can feel you tormenting me.
LEAVE me alone
The images in my head
ALONE, no comfort
cold like I want but can't stand
My hands are sweating
My head swimming
I can't run, I can't move
I can't shut out the voices
I can't clear my eyes against the images
It's not the cell.
My memories mine and not
My pain, my heart stabbed, betrayed I CAN"T forget
I want to move on, you won't let me go
It won't let me go
I can't forget, I can't erase
I can't voice the silent words
I cannot describe my internal torment
torment, Torment TORMENT!!!!!
Never been a cutter, I want to bleed
I want to die
I want release
Gods help me I can't get away
Words alleviate, I run out my tongue cracks and runs dry
Losing control, going insane
ripping the remaining shreds of my heart out.
My mind is chaos
flashes, flash backs
hatred, BLOOD, violence
GORE, LUST, sex pain.
the world. Stupidity, torment, leave me alone
burn me, torture me, tear me, kill me, don't go.
Roaring through my pain with no release
tears blurring my eyes
abandoned, betrayed, I can't see, I can'tthink, I hear the world
Roaring through bloody ears.
impaling my mind, boiling my brain
kill me, Kill me, KILL Me KILLLLL MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
I can't do the deed myself
I can't speak the words
everytime I grasp it, it fleets away
The world leaving me alone
Abandoned, betrayed
Who's there behind me
NOONE
My stupidity for trusting anyone
I need something to distract me from myself
My fears forced into reality
I finally have to face it
falling, insanely my mind spins
I want to bleed, to die
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Comments: 44
Hmm.... seems like something you've written before?...
*ponders* Very good, but doesn't flow all that well.
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I wrote it while trying to run from my demons
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I read that. I actually read these things, you know
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oh welll some people don't. but thank you for reading it
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Yes, you're welcome for doing what I do for everyone, lol.
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lol well um yeah so blah
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ok * wanders around lots in the maze of brain matter
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*Laughs at you as you wander around in the maze I made of brain matter*
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mmmmmmmm Brains yummy *chomp* mmm*starts eating way out*
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shrapnel pieces of me continue eating brains
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yes I is the special zombie
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*laughs silently* And I am the deanimator
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and I am the Germinator mwhahahahah
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That was my name... X.x;;
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thank you, true feelings like all of my work. I think you would like "cauterized wounds" as well then also " how do you feel?"
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i realy like "in shadow" and "my easy life" they remined me of my life and expeirences. and how every good time i have had has eather been caused by or has caused somthing bad. there great 
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well thank you very much, do you plan to start posting some of yours soon ( looked at your profile and it was empty) similar ideals are always fun to read
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ya i got 1 on there now. but me i usualy tend to bottle up my feelings until they explode so i probaly wont write another one for a while. the only thing that got me wrighting that one was one of my xgfs was raped like 2 weeks ago.
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ouch, I'm very sorry that happened for both you and her. I'm nopt quite sure how I would react
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u never can be it is one of those things that just hapins and then u r left to wounder what u should do or what u should have done
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ya and it only happens to the nice ppl to
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that's one thing that is never expected as well
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ya i didnt like those to that much. i usualy dont care when i get dumped so i dont understand the pain much. but i have lost the love of my life. the only one that ever realy got to me and that is what i liked about "my screeming soal" it realy is how i felt after she left me.
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it's not the being dumped that got me, it was not the end of the relationship. I actually dumped her, what got me was how she intentionally tried to hurt me and attempted to make my life hell when I did nothing to hurt her. All I did was walk away permanently when she cheated on me
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o i c
but that would never hapin to me just cuz i dont care. i actualy encurage my gfs to see other guys. i have only broke up with 1 girl and that was cuz she was crazy and i mean it. she was talking about dieing for me and shit like that and i had only known her for like 2 weeks. so ya
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a perspective I have heard of before, different personality types I suppose. I have two forms of relationships I engage in, because sex won't ruin a friendship if done, realtionships can though. there are fuckbuddies and then there are relationships. fuckbuddies cheating does not exist, because it is not a relationship. but in a relationship cheating is a knife, because that is an unspoken promise tp share that with only that person.
but that is only me and there are many different views.
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see but i dont think of it that way i see sex as nuthing more than a realise of urgas and a fun time. like playing sports. i would never promis to only play a sport with one person i dont expect any one els to eather.
but to each is his own
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yeah sex is just a wee bit sacred to me, because each person i sleep with leaves of buit of themselves in me, their pasr and future ...long story
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I forgot how this even got onto the to[ic of sex but ok
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it got there by u explaining ur feelings about one of ur poems and me saying how i dont have that problem because of my atitude.
o and i just posted 2 new things tell me what u think
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