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So I have been freed,
The ties to my family have been severed permanently,
By none other than me,
But to think more about it that would require a bond was actually there.
A murderous brother, full of rage and hatred.
Thinking he is better than all, laying his infectuous claim on my very life.
ah yes let us not forget the psychotically depressive mother.
has to cared after almost like a child.
I didn't forget when you told me so clearly of how you wanted to plunge that knife in my chest.
so there apparently was no bond.
but I am still free of that warzone of a life.
I won't go back I can't.
I've earned both my freedom and my peace.
18 years was more than enough to suffer, and you try to stretch it more.
Learn for yourselves now.
You speak to me like a child, yet expext me to help clean up your messes
pulling you out of the holes you have dug yourselves.
You've always thought of me as nothing.
I've always had the wisdfom to not steer away your underestimations.
To you I appeared weak, but you've awakened the sleeping dragon
I am stronger than you, I am free now
I am gone from you forever, and you can drain from me no more
I know power, the power of freedom.
it flows through my veins as blood.
I have no peace yet, but I'm so near to it now I can taste it.
no longer will you gut me with lies,
tear out my heart with your deception.
you will succeed in chaining me no longer.
brother you will see just how weak you really are
when I am no longer there for you to try to force your strong image over.
pacifist compared to aggression seems weak
but silence is never to be mistaken for weakness, nor should my kindess
the mistake could be deadly.
The child has always been the parent, the invisible crutch.
I have always helped you when I could mother.
Yet no respect you give me, no heed.
for you think I am a "child"
my pain and wisdom surpassed yours long ago.
and so once again I shall say
NO MORE

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So I have been freed,
The ties to my family have been severed permanently,
By none other than me,
But to think more about it that would require a bond was actually there.
A murderous brother, full of rage and hatred.
Thinking he is better than all, laying his infectuous claim on my very life.
ah yes let us not forget the psychotically depressive mother.
has to cared after almost like a child.
I didn't forget when you told me so clearly of how you wanted to plunge that knife in my chest.
so there apparently was no bond.
but I am still free of that warzone of a life.
I won't go back I can't.
I've earned both my freedom and my peace.
18 years was more than enough to suffer, and you try to stretch it more.
Learn for yourselves now.
You speak to me like a child, yet expext me to help clean up your messes
pulling you out of the holes you have dug yourselves.
You've always thought of me as nothing.
I've always had the wisdfom to not steer away your underestimations.
To you I appeared weak, but you've awakened the sleeping dragon
I am stronger than you, I am free now
I am gone from you forever, and you can drain from me no more
I know power, the power of freedom.
it flows through my veins as blood.
I have no peace yet, but I'm so near to it now I can taste it.
no longer will you gut me with lies,
tear out my heart with your deception.
you will succeed in chaining me no longer.
brother you will see just how weak you really are
when I am no longer there for you to try to force your strong image over.
pacifist compared to aggression seems weak
but silence is never to be mistaken for weakness, nor should my kindess
the mistake could be deadly.
The child has always been the parent, the invisible crutch.
I have always helped you when I could mother.
Yet no respect you give me, no heed.
for you think I am a "child"
my pain and wisdom surpassed yours long ago.
and so once again I shall say
NO MORE