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Published: 2011-06-04 06:18:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 866; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 10
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Description In the bus, on my way to school, I always pass in front of an old friend's school and it always makes me wonder where he is now. I kind of wish he thinks of me sometimes.

Self portrait, I guess
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VivaLaLintu [2011-06-23 18:24:30 +0000 UTC]

You're so good with digital paintings. I envy you, even if it is just a quick sort of thing. I love the colors you use together. The little story behind it makes it that much more personable..I've missed looking at your work, I need to get back on dA more often to do it <3

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walkers27 [2011-06-06 07:13:46 +0000 UTC]

pas mal les couleurs

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sickballsboy [2011-06-06 01:21:46 +0000 UTC]

I'm the same way. I'm obsessive over my past and over memories. I find things and bring them home whenever i go out and my room is getting terribly messy. When I can I even write names and dates. I'm also the only person to ever keep in touch with people when they move away. Or just remember them.

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Elleir In reply to sickballsboy [2011-06-06 07:42:24 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I used to write in a journal and many of the pages have little objects. I grabbed a 4 leafed clover out of the hospital after my car accident, I had monarc wings while in my summer road trip just before [and god was it hell to try and keep them intact]. People always told me how much I lived in the past, and I notice myself how much when I talk, I practically only tell stories about some passed event, friends I had, things I did, etc.

I think the main goal I am setting to myself is to stop living in the past, or at least try and see forward and move forward a whole lot more. I'm glad I still have all those memories, they're part of who I am of course (and of who you are as well) but they just get useful as long as they don't drag you down and keep you from evolving.

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kachicache [2011-06-04 15:07:33 +0000 UTC]

Sad and pretty at the same time, its always hard to let go persons we love.

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Elleir In reply to kachicache [2011-06-04 17:22:13 +0000 UTC]

Yes, letting go... That's what I'm always trying to do. I have an obsession about past and nostalgia, it seems I can't just see forward for new things, even though I do change my circle of friends every couple years. Some stick in my mind, and it hurts real bad.

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kachicache In reply to Elleir [2011-06-04 17:54:46 +0000 UTC]

I really understand the feeling, even with people that were not so close to me, whenever i see pictures or stuff that reminds me of good times, i get this feeling.

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cryingpain [2011-06-04 14:27:37 +0000 UTC]

I get that feeling sometimes too. When things or places remind me of people.

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Elleir In reply to cryingpain [2011-06-04 17:21:10 +0000 UTC]

Yes... I have a huge memory disc inside my head for that kind of thing, so everywhere I go stuff reminds me of people, but then this particular guy makes my heart squeeze every time I think about it.

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cryingpain In reply to Elleir [2011-06-10 07:52:46 +0000 UTC]

Awww

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Physc0o [2011-06-04 07:58:04 +0000 UTC]

Why don't you see him anymore?

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Elleir In reply to Physc0o [2011-06-04 17:20:21 +0000 UTC]

We always kind of bickered about stuff and always stopped talking to each other for a certain period of time, but then I guess I'd come back (as far as I can remember) and things would start again, but then the last time I wanted him to come back to me and he never did. I assume that's because he's too stubborn, but at the same time, maybe he doesn't give a fuck after all this time.

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Physc0o In reply to Elleir [2011-06-04 23:37:55 +0000 UTC]

But if he really is your friend you shouldn't have to keep having to get him to come back.

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