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Published: 2005-06-09 23:04:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 102; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Alone at my window I sit,No one but me and my thoughts,
My memorys still haunt me.
Why is it that I make choices,
The wrong choices at that.
Why do I always want
What I can't have,
Why am I fixated
On the impossible,
Why is my love
Never returned.
In the end we're just friends
No more and no less
Just friends.
Don't get me wrong,
Your friendship is a delight
But I always wanted something,
Something more than just friends.
Forever do I lust for the wrong,
I lust for those who do not share,
Share my feelings and passion.
Through my life there have been three,
All have said the same
But in different words.
"I like you as a friend" from the 1st
"I like you but not in that way" by the 2nd
"I'm not really wanting a boyfriend right now" said the 3rd.
So alone at my window I sit
Realisation that I've to be alone forever.
A sparrow lands on my ledge
I stare in to its beady little eyes.
It can't imagine the life I live
But it's content sitting on my ledge,
Not a worry or a care in the world.
It flys away and I'm alone again,
Alone with my thoughts
And the images
Of the three that have my heart
And my friendship
FOREVER...
